So a while ago I F22 had an experience of accidently catching my boyfriend M29 looking up violent porn. We were supposed to quit together porn together. I also became suspicious after this moment an insecure. Before that I wasn't, it's like after that I lost my innocence and suddenly realized he could do anything without telling me. After that I caught him once more months later, he said this was the first time in those months and I do believe him. But after that I got even more paranoid. I basically told him if he does that again I'd rather just tell me so I don't find it myself on accident. I was really hurt by this but eventually I sort of got over it.
Then one night I was thinking alone and remembered those moments, I started feeling maybe hes doing that again even though I've been good all this time. I felt really stupid. So I did something really stupid. I opened up an exes chat I closed years ago and looked at an old nude of his for a few seconds. I felt really bad after. I wanted to not feel stupid I guess that he was doing bad things without telling me, so I thought it would make me feel less stupid if I did something bad as well. I know, it's super immature.
I told him out of guilt and he's been understandably mad and sad for a few days. I also feel really sad and anxious for doing something like that. Am I a bad person? I'm scared he won't forgive me. I even threw up in his house for all the bad feelings of guilt inside me. I have an anxiety disorder so my body reacts very badly to guilt and stress. I feel really stupid. I basically shot myself in the foot and hurt someone I love. We have been dating for almost three years.

You know how you start do the most random things when you're bored out of your mind? A year ago, boredom found me trying to access my old yahoo email and somehow getting in.
I was hit with a wave of nostalgia upon seeing the updates and notifications of old games like Neopets, Maple Story and Club Penguin.
As I scrolled down, I noticed that there were a bunch of emails in the spam inbox. Curious, I clicked on in and discovered that my brother Jack had sent a bunch of emails to me 19 years ago when he went to the arctic for a research job.
Date: 4 July 2004 Hey Squirt,
Surprise, surprise! It's your big bro here. I hope you're reading this on the email I made you and give me a reply.
I bet you don't know how to though :P. Anyway, we might get a kick of this years later, so just be my diary for a while, won't ya?
How have you been? I know it's only a few days since I left but I miss you guys. The arctic freeeeezing and the people are cold too (pun intended). Like, I met this burly dude called Kafka who totally ignored me when I made a joke about his name (you know Kafka is my favourite author, right?)
On the brightside, there's a seal colony close to the base. Blubbery as they are, they're cute as heck. I wonder if they'll let me bring you one back as a souvenir?
Peace, The best big bro evah Jack :)
Date: 9 July 2004 Yoooo,
5 days in the job, baby! You, Mom and Dad doing okay?
I wasn't getting much work at first but the guys have entrusted me with a lot more stuff to do-- mostly lab work but that's fine.
Work is better than nothing at all. The Arctic is majestic and all but there's barely anything to dooooo :( outside of work. I'm pretty sure I walked ten laps around the research base at one point cos I was so bored. The internet sucks too and only the email software works.
The people here are literal zombies. It's sunny the whole day but they act like they joy's been sucked outta them. Maybe the cold's gotten to their heads.
Anyway, I'm sure that'll change when I make the biggest arctic breakthrough. They'll be cheering in no time, your brother's a genius after all! :P
Stay safe, Genius Jack
Date: 14 July 2004 Hey bro,
How's the summer holidays? Did you go anywhere fun?
I'm finally allowed to go on outside expeditions-- catching seals and tagging em, mostly. That's fun.
There's something f**cking (gotta censor this or I'll be in trouble with Mom) weird though. Some dude came to the base and the people are all happy now for some reason. They call him "reverend". He dresses like a priest even it's cold as heck. He seems like a nice dude, but it's weird that he showed out of nowhere. I asked around about who he was and they just told me that he was a former researcher who found the truth.
As for what the truth is.. I got 0 clue.
Guess I'll play detective for a while.
Catch ya later alligator, Sherlock Jack
Date: 16 July 2004 Dear lil bro,
How are you? Got any new crushes during the summer holidays?
I got a crush, literally. A chubby seal bit me and my arm was crushed. :(
Just kidding!!!! I got a wound but it's all bandaged up now. One of the seals we were tagging wasn't fully sedated so I got hurt.
Am healing up now in my room now.
Btw, Reverend held a prayer session when my arm was bit. I didn't understand cos it was in a language I've never heard before (or maybe I was just doped up on drugs), but all the researchers were crying. I was kinda creeped out, for some reason :o
Stay safe, Jack
Date: 19 July 2004 Hey kiddo,
You alright? Im typing this with one hand. My arm's not doing too well. The colour's all off and it hurts. I'm worried it might have to get cut off or something...
Kafka's been nursing me but he keeps chanting something under his breath. He keeps whispering something to Reverend. I keep hearing a word like "Cathauthi". I dunno the language and dunno what it means.
I asked Kafka and he just told me, "the one under the ice". Then he left.
Weird, right?
Anyway, your bro's super strong-- One arm or two arms, I'm gonna wrestle you to the ground when I'm back.
See yaa, Jack
Date: 21 July 2004 Feels cold.Goodnight.
The email dating 21 July 2004 was the last one. Jack came back home in August, safe and sound.
The emails never left my mind until I saw Jack again at a family gathering today. He was wearing a T-shirt, arms exposed— not a hint of a scar either of them. I had to ask him about it.
"Is your arm alright?" I asked as we drank beer together on the porch.
He slowly turned his head towards me, lips stretching into a tight smile. I felt a chill down my spine
"Why wouldn't it be?"
I looked into his eyes— deep vacant voids of nothing.
This was not my brother.
I forced a chuckle, "It's really sunny today, aren't you worried about sun burn? You used to get that a lot."
He's expressionless and silent for a moment, eyes boring into mine. As if he were probing for something.
I held my breath until his features snap back into a cold smile.
"I'm glad you're concerned about me. I've missed you, little bro."

I have a few responses I feel like I could rebuttal with, but curious how others would argue these points. List is below:

1. Produced in 65 working days, 85 total days and only 1 draft. https://ph.churchofjesuschrist.org/how-we-got-the-book-of-mormon#:~:text=The%20text%20of%20the%20Book,copies%20made%20for%20the%20printer.
   
2. Purely dictated at a rapid pace either with head in hat or otherwise. https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1186&context=jbms https://www.sltrib.com/religion/2020/09/28/scholars-turn-anew-an-old
   
3. Smith was poorly educated by modern standards, at most moderately educated by 19th century farmer standards. (No source yet)
   
4. He would pick up right where he started https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/conference/august-2019/a-case-for-the-book-of-mormon
   
5. Various stylometry studies show distinct voices different from Joseph’s other writings. https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1492 context=jbms https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1492&=&context=jbms&=&sei-redir=1&referer=https%253A%252F%252Fwww.google.com%252Furl%253Fq%253Dhttps%253A%252F%252Fscholarsarchive.byu.edu%252Fcgi%252Fviewcontent.cgi%25253Farticle%25253D1492%252526context%25253Djbms%2526sa%253DU%2526sqi%253D2%2526ved%253D2ahUKEwjv0Nf1xK_9AhViN0QIHUHNBXgQFnoECCwQAQ%2526usg%253DAOvVaw2wEomd5maBZCOWPTxTg5VD#search=%22https%3A%2F%2Fscholarsarchive.byu.edu%2Fcgi%2Fviewcontent.cgi%3Farticle%3D1492%26context%3Djbms%22
   
6. Nahom https://twitter.com/Mormongestatus/1619508665450663939?s=20&t=-sd3KQvJYrOpC5_R80fT_Q
   
7. Lack of implicit cultural bias in the text, something impossible even for modern authors to do with their fiction. http://www.nauvoo.com/library/card-bookofmormon.html
   
8. Complex Chiasmus in Alma 36 https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?filename=11&article=1064&context=mi&type=additional
   
9. And it came to pass Hebraism https://www.churchofjesuschrist.org/study/ensign/1992/12/i-have-a-question/why-is-the-phrase-and-it-came-to-pass-so-prevalent-in-the-book-of-mormon.html?lang=eng
   
10. Strong theological verses (this one is just my opinion)
    
11. Extremely complex internal consistency especially difficult when considering points 1 thru 3. https://www.docdroid.net/sUW5NhW/book-of-mormon-details-pdf
    
12. The hebrew origin of the name Alma https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1192&context=jbms
    
13. Josephs failure to translate the fabricated Kinderhook plates https://www.reddit.com/latterdayquestions/comments/10l0uaa/comment/j5ul1tt/
    
14. The witnesses testimonies were never recanted even after they left the church https://rsc.byu.edu/vol-11-no-2-2010/evaluating-book-mormon-witnesses
    
15. A peculiar phrase about Laban and his fifty indicate ancient origins https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/blog/2014/10/03/faith-and-reason-23-laban-and-his-fifty
    
16. Nephi’s New Bow and Arrow 1 Ne. 16:23 - A new bow and a new arrow, Joseph wouldnt have known enough about archery to know that a new arrow would need to be made along with new bow. https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?filename=10&article=1065&context=mi&type=additional
    
17. Excellent candidates matching description of journey to Bountiful (east of Nahom) https://www.fairlatterdaysaints.org/answers/Book_of_Mormon/Geography/Old_World/Bountiful
    
18. The original manuscript contained 14 if-and clauses that don’t make sense in English (would be better rendered as if-then) but is a common Hebrew expression. https://scholarsarchive.byu.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1186&context=jbms
    
19. Nephi starts quoting Isaiah at chapter 2 which seems weird. But it turns out that Isaiah 1 was likely added later by other post-exilic authors meaning it wouldn’t have been in brass plates.
    

Obviously these aren’t proof and no one should base their testimony on it but it sure helps.

I’m just now getting into changing up my plaza and situating houses in different areas to go with the theme, aesthetic etc. I’m having a hard time with the little “hand”. Is it me or is it just crazy finicky. It’s takes me a stupid amount of time to place an item. Any tips? Or is this just the way it is for now? I hope it gets fixed, if that’s the case. Getting flashbacks to the days of terraforming in Animal Crossing - the rage is real 🤣🤣

>**What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.**
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Mostly gaming, hoping to be able to run star citizen and microsoft flight sim, as well as smaller games like overwatch, halo and the doom games.
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>**What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?**
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Currently about 1-1.3 thousand CAD, but willing to go up to 1.5k.
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>**When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.**
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Hoping to put together a list of parts and start looking for good prices this month or next month (March/April 2023)
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>**What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc\)**
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Full PC, including case and fans, as well as a monitor. Keyboard suggestions are useful as well, due to the fact that I will most likely purchase a new one.
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>**Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location?
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Toronto, Ontario, Canada.
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>**If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.**
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I have an old case and monitor, but will probably buy new ones as they are very outdated. I also have an old keyboard, buy will probably buy a new one.
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>**Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?**
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Most likely not.
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>**Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)**
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Would like to have a large amount of storage and preferably more than 2 USB ports.
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>**Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?**
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Plain black or stormtrooper white and black.
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>**Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?**
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Yes, Windows 10 or 11.

For this scenario I'll say that all countries in Europe, Africa and Asia share compatible railways e.g. all using the same gauge and voltage, the Cape to Ciaro railway is completed and there are tunnels or bridges connecting Spain to Morocco, Ireland to Britain and Japan to Russia (I'll say that any geological issues regarding their construction are either overcome or non-existent).
What kind of impact would this have e.g. economy, CO2 emissions, relationships between countries?

What’s your “comfort” housewives season? When you’re bored at home on the weekends or nothing new to watch, what season of housewives do you find yourself turning on? No matter how many times you’ve rewatched it, it never gets old lol. For me, it’s RHOBH season 4, 10 and 11. I’ve watched them numerous time and still enjoy every minute lol.

We are Ark 2 Ready! Servers are prepared and will be accepting new survivors on Release Day! Join now to be a part of a great community when Ark 2 comes out!
Davidscloud Raidable Bases are back! Raid custom build bases to get the loot, for that PVP flavor while maintaining that laid back PVE environment!
Welcome survivors! Have you been looking for a cluster where you can get a little bit of everything ark has to offer but still play with the same great people across the board? Well, here at Davidscloud we can offer just such a cluster! We have everything ranging from vanilla maps for those who just want to play the basics all the way up to Primal Fear. All of our servers are interconnected with a cluster-wide general chat (so you can still talk to your friends on Primal Fear if you are just hanging in your Island base!) unique creatures, interactive weekly events, and so much more. We strive to provide top-of-the-line admin support and gaming experience with as little downtime as physically possible with our personally owned servers. Our community is a non-profit group with the goal to provide a place to play for every game available to the public and we ask nothing in return other than our players having fun and enjoying their time here. Davidscloud is a long-standing community over 8 years strong with trained and experienced admins and owners. Feel free to message us with questions anytime and we will get back to you as quickly as possible!
Our server rates are the following: -Harvesting: 5.0x -Taming: 10.0x -XP: 5.0x -Egg Hatch Speed: 5.0x -Maturation Speed: 15.0x
Server Extras -All engrams Unlockable -Cross Cluster Chat (also available in Discord) -A starter kit that spawns automatically for new players. -A currency system. -Shop where you can buy things with metal ingots and currency points. -Custom built raidable bases, for that PVP flavor in a PVE environment! -Web View of your tribe and dinos so you can see your stuff remotely! (The Almanac) -Professional Admins and Website. -Events every month. Storage Map with a 1 year decay timer. (Only available to the Vanilla Cluster.)
Contact Us -Web Page: Davidscloud.net -Discord: https://discord.gg/wDPY5yr​
Mods: You can see all the mods listed for each server here https://www.davidscloud.net/servers/
Primal Fear (all cluster mods plus) -Primal Fear -Primal Fear Aberration Expansion -Primal Fear Boss Expansion -Primal Fear Extinction Expansion -Primal Fear Genesis Expansion
Connection Information: IP’s are below or alternatively go here (https://www.davidscloud.net/servers/), and click the join button or copy the IP of any server we host.
Vanilla IP’s
-The Island: dscgames.net:27045
-Scorched Earth: dscgames.net:27016
-Aberration: dscgames.net:27013
-Extinction: dscgames.net:27080
-Genesis Pt 1: dscgames.net:27050
-Genesis Pt 2: dscgames.net:29805
-Ragnarok: dscgames.net:27025
-Valguero: dscgames.net:27085
-Crystal Isles: dscgames.net:28080
-Lost Island: dscgames.net:29821
-Fjordur: dscgames.net:28037
-Ice Age: dscgames.net:28015
Primal Fear IP's
-Lost Island: dscgames.net:28010
-Ragnarok: dscgames.net:28005
-Crystal Isles: dscgames.net:28008
-Valguero: dscgames.net:28045

A backpack is a traveler's friend, A sturdy hold-all, till the journey's end. It's a faithful companion, day in and out, Carrying the weight, without a doubt.
In its pockets and pouches, you'll find, All that you need, for body and mind. Water bottles, snacks, and books, A map or two, for those curious looks.
A backpack is a vessel of dreams, A portal to places, yet unseen. It holds the promise of adventures, And memories that will last forever.
It's a witness to your every step, As you climb the mountains, or cross the breadth. Through rugged terrains and bustling streets, It remains your constant, at your feet.
So pack your bags, and take your time, Load your backpack, with all that's fine. For on this journey, you'll come to see, That your backpack, holds the key.

We are Ark 2 Ready! Servers are prepared and will be accepting new survivors on Release Day! Join now to be a part of a great community when Ark 2 comes out!
Davidscloud Raidable Bases are back! Raid custom build bases to get the loot, for that PVP flavor while maintaining that laid back PVE environment!
Welcome survivors! Have you been looking for a cluster where you can get a little bit of everything ark has to offer but still play with the same great people across the board? Well, here at Davidscloud we can offer just such a cluster! We have everything ranging from vanilla maps for those who just want to play the basics all the way up to Primal Fear. All of our servers are interconnected with a cluster-wide general chat (so you can still talk to your friends on Primal Fear if you are just hanging in your Island base!) unique creatures, interactive weekly events, and so much more. We strive to provide top-of-the-line admin support and gaming experience with as little downtime as physically possible with our personally owned servers. Our community is a non-profit group with the goal to provide a place to play for every game available to the public and we ask nothing in return other than our players having fun and enjoying their time here. Davidscloud is a long-standing community over 8 years strong with trained and experienced admins and owners. Feel free to message us with questions anytime and we will get back to you as quickly as possible!
Our server rates are the following: -Harvesting: 5.0x -Taming: 10.0x -XP: 5.0x -Egg Hatch Speed: 5.0x -Maturation Speed: 15.0x
Server Extras -All engrams Unlockable -Cross Cluster Chat (also available in Discord) -A starter kit that spawns automatically for new players. -A currency system. -Shop where you can buy things with metal ingots and currency points. -Custom built raidable bases, for that PVP flavor in a PVE environment! -Web View of your tribe and dinos so you can see your stuff remotely! (The Almanac) -Professional Admins and Website. -Events every month. Storage Map with a 1 year decay timer. (Only available to the Vanilla Cluster.)
Contact Us -Web Page: Davidscloud.net -Discord: https://discord.gg/wDPY5yr​
Mods: You can see all the mods listed for each server here https://www.davidscloud.net/servers/
Primal Fear (all cluster mods plus) -Primal Fear -Primal Fear Aberration Expansion -Primal Fear Boss Expansion -Primal Fear Extinction Expansion -Primal Fear Genesis Expansion
Connection Information: IP’s are below or alternatively go here (https://www.davidscloud.net/servers/), and click the join button or copy the IP of any server we host.
Vanilla IP’s
-The Island: dscgames.net:27045
-Scorched Earth: dscgames.net:27016
-Aberration: dscgames.net:27013
-Extinction: dscgames.net:27080
-Genesis Pt 1: dscgames.net:27050
-Genesis Pt 2: dscgames.net:29805
-Ragnarok: dscgames.net:27025
-Valguero: dscgames.net:27085
-Crystal Isles: dscgames.net:28080
-Lost Island: dscgames.net:29821
-Fjordur: dscgames.net:28037
-Ice Age: dscgames.net:28015
Primal Fear IP's
-Lost Island: dscgames.net:28010
-Ragnarok: dscgames.net:28005
-Crystal Isles: dscgames.net:28008
-Valguero: dscgames.net:28045

Let me explain - I am a 36yr old male, and you could say - a bit of a macho. The stereotype; bearded, tattoos, fast and loud Cars, and so on. Through my work as a videographer i got in touch with ballet few years ago and i have to say, i was blown away. Ever since, ive been an absolute admirer and fan of this art. I call it art because to me it is so much more than a dance sport. I absolutely love it. Simple ballet pictures on my Instagram make me happy.
So... I kinda want to try it out for myself. Thing is, i feel a bit out of place. Im shy...or ashamed to go for beginner class. Im sporty and slim but something is holding me back. I would really like to go for classes, learn the art from the ground up and have some fun classmates.
Do you guys think i should give it a try or should i just leave it at being a fan? Remember..im a 36yr old harley rider 😅

About Davidscloud: Davidscloud is a long-standing gaming community that believes in creating a place for all gamers to get together and enjoy playing various games together without worry of pay-to-win spoiling the enjoyment. Our community is friendly and works together to achieve a place everyone can find something to enjoy. Our Minecraft server, specifically, has been around since 1.7.10 and plans on staying around for a long time to come.
Player Protection: Our Minecraft server has variety of features for our members to enjoy. Key to keeping your experience enjoyable is our grief prevention system and friendly admin team. Players start off with 2,000 blocks they can claim, and accrue 120 every hour of playtime. These claims cannot be destroyed or built upon by anyone other than the Owner of the claim, or Trusted players. Plus your pets are also protected in the same fashion! If for some reason there's ever a problem, our Admin team will investigate and assist whenever necessary.
Quality-of-Life: With us focusing on your security, you can focus on enjoying the features on our server that add to your survival chances should you choose to use them, completely free without pay-to-win! Such as our banking system that gives interest for every hour you play. This lets you save up some cash to spend at the Market set up at the Survival Spawn, where our new Merchants offer a small variety of goods, like fish, potions, wood, and other miscellaneous goodies you might be looking for.
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Another Tidbit: Curious why Java and Bedrock were in the same title? Simple, that's because our server now allows cross-play between the Bedrock and Java versions! Anyone can play on our servers regardless of if they play on console or PC, provided they have a paid Java account of course. That means you get to play with friends you might not of been able to before due to platform restrictions! Plus, with more people able to play on our servers the more fun can be had by all as our community grows. So we are looking forward to seeing you and your friends join us at Davidscloud!
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I proposed to my longtime gf about a year ago and our wedding is coming up at the end of next month. She started a new job 2 months ago and since she’s started this new job there has been a noticeable change in her mood. She’s introverted and shy when meeting new people but will get comfortable once she gets to know them. Over the course of a month she’s meeting new people in other departments everyday trying to be as friendly as possible as she’s excited about this new job and very optimistic about how it’s going. She tells me about Chris and how he’s into anime as she is and they talked about his experience working there and how funny he is.
A few weeks after she meets Chris she texts me at the end day to tell me she has something to tell me and she’s very sorry about it. After apologizing a few more time she finally confesses she has a crush on Chris. She explains that when she bumped into him today she notice she was excited to see him and she actually had butterflies while they talked and felt her mood be uplifted for the rest of the day. She thought about it and came to the conclusion that she had crush on him and decide that she should talk to me about it. She tells me it’s the first time she’s felt like this since we started dated and before me only one other person had caused this in her.
I responded by thanking her for her honesty and happy she told me as it makes me feel like she cares about how I might feel about it. I went to into a bit of a rant explaining that it’s natural to have crushes and as long as she isn’t acting on them or crossing boundaries then it will be fine and the crush will sizzle out, basically no harm no foul.
She has asked about how best to handle this situation and she suggested to cut off all contact and avoid him. I responded by telling her that may be an over reaction and she shouldn’t avoid him just respect boundaries and at this point not accept any invitations to go out and do things as that could lead to trouble and we left it at that.
Is there anything else I should be saying or asking about? Did I handle it correctly? If this crush doesn’t fizzle out what steps should she or I take to resolve it? Basically asking for any advice or comments on how to best handle this situation.
TLDR: Fiancé confessed to crush on her co-worker, we talked and there was no harm done no foul done. Asking for advice on how to best handle this situation.

With the news that Plex is no longer supporting older versions of macOS, knocked the dust off of an old chromebox that has lubuntu installed on it to see if that will satisfy my hosting needs. Ran into initial problems with external hard driver permissions, but finally got that figured out. The next issue that seemed impossible to solve was that the server wasn't discoverable on my LAN. The old macOS server was visible to everyone and they both had the same settings and both hard wired into the same router. I even changed routers, messed with new router settings, etc. all with the same result, the new linux plex server isn't visible. updated the plex settings to include all the IPs on my LAN, still nothing. Finally, I ran across an article talking about anti-virus and firewall software. I didn't install any on the box, but thought that maybe there was one installed by default with my distro. So i checked to see if 'firewalld' was installed, nothing. I checked to see if 'UFW' was installed, BINGO. And it was running to not allowing incoming traffic. I switched it off and everything instantly became visible. I didn't find any topics on this so I thought I'd share. Nothing like solving an issue that seems so simple and shouldn't be happening, and plagues you for days.

Well hello fellow Minecraft lovers! It is time for the first snapshot for 1.20. We know we promised no more major features, so how did we end up with such a big snapshot? You thought the trails were over? NO! In snapshot 23w12a we have even more tales to tell! Our devs apparently could not resist throwing in a few extra additions. Enjoy!
This update can also be found on minecraft.net.
If you find any bugs, please report them on the official Minecraft Issue Tracker. For any feedback and suggestions on our upcoming 1.20 features, head over to the dedicated Feedback site category.

New Features

• All features and changes from the "Update 1.20" experimental pack are now part of the game
• Vibration resonance functionality has been added to Blocks of Amethyst
• Added the Calibrated Sculk Sensor block
• Added Suspicious Gravel, more Archaeology sites, and new Pottery Shards
• Added 5 new armor trims
• Signs have improved customization options
• Added Sniffer Egg
• Added Pitcher Plant

Vibration Resonance

• Blocks of Amethyst have a new behavior when placed adjacent to Sculk Sensors
  • If that Sculk Sensor receives a vibration, the Block of Amethyst will re-emit its frequency as a separate vibration at its location
• This behaviour is called Vibration Resonance, and allows players to move vibration frequencies across long distances without having to recreate the vibration naturally

Calibrated Sculk Sensors

• A new variant of Sculk Sensors which allows you to filter vibrations based on their frequency level
• They are not found naturally and can only be crafted with 1 Sculk Sensor and 3 Amethyst Shards in the Crafting Table
• One side of the Calibrated Sculk Sensor can receive a redstone signal as input
  • The strength of that redstone signal is the only vibration frequency the Sculk Sensor will listen to

Archaeology

• Added Suspicious Gravel block
  • It has the same characteristics as Suspicious Sand
• Added Suspicious Gravel to Cold Ocean Ruins
• Added Suspicious Sand to Warm Ocean Ruins
  • Sniffer Eggs can be found here
• Added the Trail Ruins, a buried structure from a lost culture
  • Four Armor trims can be found here
• Added 16 Pottery Shards (so there are now 20 Pottery Shards in total)
  • These have been distributed between the 5 Archaeology sites: Desert Wells, Desert Temples, Cold Ocean Ruins, Warm Ocean Ruins, and Trail Ruins

Armor Trims

New armor trim Smithing Templates have been added to the following structures:

• Trail Ruins
  • Wayfinder Armor Trim
  • Raiser Armor Trim
  • Shaper Armor Trim
  • Host Armor Trim
• Ancient City
  • Silence Armor Trim

Signs

• Sign text can now be edited after being placed in the world
  • This can be done by interacting with the Sign
• Both sides of the Sign can now have separate text and colors, allowing for further customization options
  • By default, a Sign will prompt you to input the front side's text when placed
  • To apply text to the back-side, you must walk to the other side and interact with that face to edit it
• Signs can now also be waxed with Honeycomb, preventing any further edits to its text
  • Click commands on Signs can only be invoked when the Sign is waxed
  • If a Sign with a click command is not waxed, interacting with it will not invoke the command and instead open up the edit screen as usual

Sniffer Egg

• Can be found in the Suspicious Sand of Warm Ocean Ruins
• When two Sniffers breed they do not immediately spawn a Snifflet; instead, a Sniffer Egg is dropped
• Hatching
  • When placed on Moss, the Egg will hatch after approximately 10 minutes
  • On all other blocks, it will hatch in approximately 20 minutes

Pitcher Plant

• The Sniffer can now occasionally Sniff up a Pitcher Pod item
  • This Pod, when planted in Farmland, grows into a Pitcher Crop, which has five growth stages
  • Once fully grown, the Pitcher Crop can be harvested, yielding a two-block-tall Pitcher Plant

Changes

• Vibration frequencies of many actions in the game have been tweaked
• Wither effect particle color has been adjusted to make it more distinguishable
• Potion of Slow Falling color has been adjusted to make it more distinguishable
• Step sounds can now combine for blocks walked through and stepped on

Vibration Frequencies

In preparation for the Calibrated Sculk Sensor, vibration frequencies have been greatly simplified to prevent unwanted interference. The following are category descriptions for each frequency and the expected events that they correspond to:

1. Movement in any medium (land, water and air)
2. Landing on any surface (land or water)
3. Item interactions
4. Gliding with an elytra or unique mob actions (Ravager roar, Wolf shaking, etc)
5. Dismounting a mob or equipping gear
6. Mounting a mob or interacting with a mob
7. Mobs and players getting damaged
8. Consuming items (drinking and eating)
9. Blocks 'deactivating' (door close, chest close, button unpress, etc)
10. Blocks 'activating' (door open, chest open, button press, etc)
11. Blocks changing (cauldron water level rising, adding food to campfire, etc)
12. Blocks being destroyed
13. Blocks being placed
14. Mobs and players teleporting or spawning
15. Mobs and players dying or an explosion

Combination Step Sounds

• Combines two different step sounds
• Occurs for carpets, snow, nether sprouts, as well as warped and crimson roots
  • The top-most block you are walking on is played as normal
  • The block underneath is played at a lower volume and pitch

Armor Trims

• The Dune Armor Trim now has a brand-new pattern and Smithing Template icon
• The Dune Armor Trim's old pattern is now used by the Sentry Armor Trim
  • A new icon has been made for the Sentry Armor Trim Smithing Template to fit this pattern
• The Sentry Armor Trim's old pattern is now used by the new Shaper Armor Trim

Technical Changes

• The data pack version is now 13, accounting for sign data format changes
• Added a capped rule structure processor that limits the number of replaced blocks for a structure piece to a configured maximum
• Configuring block entity fields in a rule processor rule is now delegated to a referenced block_entity_modifier instead of the previously fixed output_nbt configuration
• Game events have changed vibration frequency and some have been removed
• Tweaked display entity interpolation
• Removed update_1_20 feature flag and built-in datapack - features are no longer experimental

Structure post-processors

Capped post-processor

• A capped post-processor has been added which can limit how many blocks a delegated post-processor randomly transform in a structure
• This can be used to configure a structure piece to have an exact amount of specific blocks, instead of using random distribution
• The capped post-processor has following required parameters:
  • delegate A post-processor which performs the actual block transformation
  • limit Maximum amount of blocks that the delegated post-processor can transform
    • The blocks inside a structure are all randomly passed to the delegated post-processor until it has transformed the limited amount
    • Either constant or random number generator sampled during post-processing

Rule post-processor block entity configuration

• Previously a rule could specify an optional fixed output_nbt which would be added to the processed output block entity
• This field has now been changed to reference a block_entity_modifier
• Existing block_entity_modifier's are:
  • passthrough Retains existing fields on the block entity
    • This is the default if no block_entity_modifier is specified
  • append_static Similar to previous output_nbt this provides fixed fields to add to the block entity
    • A minor change is that this modifier appends configured fields to the processed block instead of replacing existing fields
  • clear Removes any existing fields on the block entity
  • append_loot Appends a loot table and seed to the block entity through required parameter:
    • loot_table Referenced loot table to add to block entity as LootTable field
    • Field LootTableSeed is also added to the block entity using random seeded by block position

Game Events

• piston_contract game event has been removed in favor of block_deactivate
• piston_extend and dispense_fail game events have been removed in favor of block_activate
• Many game events have new vibration frequencies:
  • 1: step, swim, flap
  • 2: projectile_land, hit_ground, splash
  • 3: item_interact_finish, projectile_shoot, instrument_play
  • 4: entity_roar, entity_shake, elytra_glide
  • 5: entity_dismount, equip
  • 6: entity_mount, entity_interact, shear
  • 7: entity_damage
  • 8: drink, eat
  • 9: container_close, block_close, block_deactivate, block_detach
  • 10: container_open, block_open, block_activate, block_attach, prime_fuse, note_block_play
  • 11: block_change
  • 12: block_destroy, fluid_pickup
  • 13: block_place, fluid_place
  • 14: entity_place, lightning_strike, teleport
  • 15: entity_die, explode

Tags

Step Sounds

• The blocks that can produce a combination of step sounds is controlled by combination_step_sound_blocks

Display entity

Interpolation changes

• Previous values are always discarded if interpolation_duration is 0
• Made sure that render properties are applied at the same time (so block_state is applied at the same time as transformation, i.e. at next tick after receiving update)
• Entities are not rendered unless initial data is received. That means display entities might not show on the first tick.
• Note: due to how game handles updates, changes to entities made after summoning might be delivered to clients with later tick

Fixed bugs in Snapshot 23w12a

• MC-157727 - The small cube in honey/slime blocks isn't displayed in inventory
• MC-165221 - 3D Modeled Potions are not rendered correctly in the "GUI Display"
• MC-197241 - Players can change the color of a wolf's collar even if they're not its owner
• MC-201647 - Entity riding an entity can cause location/coordinate desync
• MC-256488 - Bamboo Raft and Raft with Chest models float above ground
• MC-256551 - Baby camels have a visible inventory
• MC-256585 - Z-fighting occurs on the text of hanging signs
• MC-259201 - The tops and bottoms of donkeys' ears are miscolored
• MC-259879 - Display entities with a rather large shadow_radius value can cause performance issues
• MC-260020 - Reloading the world resets the Brown Mooshroom's given flower
• MC-260043 - Decorated Pots don't play breaking sound in creative mode
• MC-260047 - Decorated pots from the creative inventory and new blank decorated pots with no NBT will match their texture to the last decorated pot you crafted
• MC-260053 - When rotating a decorated pot with the debug stick, it will spawn a decorated pot item
• MC-260061 - Sniffer's ears and head z-fight
• MC-260069 - Growing cherry trees inside each other causes their leaves to decay
• MC-260240 - Sniffers that are in love sometimes don't attempt to approach one another to breed
• MC-260251 - The walking animations of sniffers don't change in relation to their movement speed
• MC-260282 - Sniffers can sniff out and follow players in spectator mode
• MC-260296 - Pink petal block models are not optimized
• MC-260317 - Sniffers try to sniff out obstructed blocks they can't reach
• MC-260320 - Parity Issue: Snifflets (Baby Sniffers) have an inconsistent model with Bedrock
• MC-260326 - Dying sniffers continue to dig
• MC-260409 - Cherry Grove biome is not in the #is_overworld biome tag
• MC-260503 - Sniffers refuse to dig into soil with a non-solid block on top
• MC-260632 - Riding an entity that is far away causes client/server desync
• MC-260678 - Potion of Invisibility looks too similar to the Potion of Slow Falling
• MC-260750 - Magma blocks use unnecessary random ticking for an outdated feature, causing performance issues
• MC-260757 - Updating a large amount of Iron Bars causes the game to hang in-game or during the Saving world screen
• MC-260777 - Sniffers ignore some dangerous blocks while sniffing and pathfinding resulting in them being damaged
• MC-260778 - Sniffer tries to sniff out blocks outside the world border
• MC-260779 - Sniffers can dig into blocks outside the world border
• MC-260839 - Mobs can replace weapons held in their main hand with armor
• MC-260885 - Display entities summoned with initial transformation interpolate incorrectly from default transformation during next transformation
• MC-260897 - Display entity's previous state of interpolation doesn't work as expected

Get the Snapshot

Snapshots are available for Minecraft Java Edition. To install the Snapshot, open up the Minecraft Launcher and enable snapshots in the "Installations" tab.
Testing versions can corrupt your world, please backup and/or run them in a different folder from your main worlds.
Cross-platform server jar:

• Minecraft server jar

What else is new?

For previous changes for Minecraft 1.19.4 and new features for Minecraft 1.20, see the previous release post. Read more about the changes in the Wild update in the release post

Well hello fellow Minecraft lovers! It is time for the first snapshot for 1.20. We know we promised no more major features, so how did we end up with such a big snapshot? You thought the trails were over? NO! In snapshot 23w12a we have even more tales to tell! Our devs apparently could not resist throwing in a few extra additions. Enjoy!
This update can also be found on minecraft.net.
If you find any bugs, please report them on the official Minecraft Issue Tracker. For any feedback and suggestions on our upcoming 1.20 features, head over to the dedicated Feedback site category.

New Features

• All features and changes from the "Update 1.20" experimental pack are now part of the game
• Vibration resonance functionality has been added to Blocks of Amethyst
• Added the Calibrated Sculk Sensor block
• Added Suspicious Gravel, more Archaeology sites, and new Pottery Shards
• Added 5 new armor trims
• Signs have improved customization options
• Added Sniffer Egg
• Added Pitcher Plant

Vibration Resonance

• Blocks of Amethyst have a new behavior when placed adjacent to Sculk Sensors
  • If that Sculk Sensor receives a vibration, the Block of Amethyst will re-emit its frequency as a separate vibration at its location
• This behaviour is called Vibration Resonance, and allows players to move vibration frequencies across long distances without having to recreate the vibration naturally

Calibrated Sculk Sensors

• A new variant of Sculk Sensors which allows you to filter vibrations based on their frequency level
• They are not found naturally and can only be crafted with 1 Sculk Sensor and 3 Amethyst Shards in the Crafting Table
• One side of the Calibrated Sculk Sensor can receive a redstone signal as input
  • The strength of that redstone signal is the only vibration frequency the Sculk Sensor will listen to

Archaeology

• Added Suspicious Gravel block
  • It has the same characteristics as Suspicious Sand
• Added Suspicious Gravel to Cold Ocean Ruins
• Added Suspicious Sand to Warm Ocean Ruins
  • Sniffer Eggs can be found here
• Added the Trail Ruins, a buried structure from a lost culture
  • Four Armor trims can be found here
• Added 16 Pottery Shards (so there are now 20 Pottery Shards in total)
  • These have been distributed between the 5 Archaeology sites: Desert Wells, Desert Temples, Cold Ocean Ruins, Warm Ocean Ruins, and Trail Ruins

Armor Trims

New armor trim Smithing Templates have been added to the following structures:

• Trail Ruins
  • Wayfinder Armor Trim
  • Raiser Armor Trim
  • Shaper Armor Trim
  • Host Armor Trim
• Ancient City
  • Silence Armor Trim

Signs

• Sign text can now be edited after being placed in the world
  • This can be done by interacting with the Sign
• Both sides of the Sign can now have separate text and colors, allowing for further customization options
  • By default, a Sign will prompt you to input the front side's text when placed
  • To apply text to the back-side, you must walk to the other side and interact with that face to edit it
• Signs can now also be waxed with Honeycomb, preventing any further edits to its text
  • Click commands on Signs can only be invoked when the Sign is waxed
  • If a Sign with a click command is not waxed, interacting with it will not invoke the command and instead open up the edit screen as usual

Sniffer Egg

• Can be found in the Suspicious Sand of Warm Ocean Ruins
• When two Sniffers breed they do not immediately spawn a Snifflet; instead, a Sniffer Egg is dropped
• Hatching
  • When placed on Moss, the Egg will hatch after approximately 10 minutes
  • On all other blocks, it will hatch in approximately 20 minutes

Pitcher Plant

• The Sniffer can now occasionally Sniff up a Pitcher Pod item
  • This Pod, when planted in Farmland, grows into a Pitcher Crop, which has five growth stages
  • Once fully grown, the Pitcher Crop can be harvested, yielding a two-block-tall Pitcher Plant

Changes

• Vibration frequencies of many actions in the game have been tweaked
• Wither effect particle color has been adjusted to make it more distinguishable
• Potion of Slow Falling color has been adjusted to make it more distinguishable
• Step sounds can now combine for blocks walked through and stepped on

Vibration Frequencies

In preparation for the Calibrated Sculk Sensor, vibration frequencies have been greatly simplified to prevent unwanted interference. The following are category descriptions for each frequency and the expected events that they correspond to:

1. Movement in any medium (land, water and air)
2. Landing on any surface (land or water)
3. Item interactions
4. Gliding with an elytra or unique mob actions (Ravager roar, Wolf shaking, etc)
5. Dismounting a mob or equipping gear
6. Mounting a mob or interacting with a mob
7. Mobs and players getting damaged
8. Consuming items (drinking and eating)
9. Blocks 'deactivating' (door close, chest close, button unpress, etc)
10. Blocks 'activating' (door open, chest open, button press, etc)
11. Blocks changing (cauldron water level rising, adding food to campfire, etc)
12. Blocks being destroyed
13. Blocks being placed
14. Mobs and players teleporting or spawning
15. Mobs and players dying or an explosion

Combination Step Sounds

• Combines two different step sounds
• Occurs for carpets, snow, nether sprouts, as well as warped and crimson roots
  • The top-most block you are walking on is played as normal
  • The block underneath is played at a lower volume and pitch

Armor Trims

• The Dune Armor Trim now has a brand-new pattern and Smithing Template icon
• The Dune Armor Trim's old pattern is now used by the Sentry Armor Trim
  • A new icon has been made for the Sentry Armor Trim Smithing Template to fit this pattern
• The Sentry Armor Trim's old pattern is now used by the new Shaper Armor Trim

Technical Changes

• The data pack version is now 13, accounting for sign data format changes
• Added a capped rule structure processor that limits the number of replaced blocks for a structure piece to a configured maximum
• Configuring block entity fields in a rule processor rule is now delegated to a referenced block_entity_modifier instead of the previously fixed output_nbt configuration
• Game events have changed vibration frequency and some have been removed
• Tweaked display entity interpolation
• Removed update_1_20 feature flag and built-in datapack - features are no longer experimental

Structure post-processors

Capped post-processor

• A capped post-processor has been added which can limit how many blocks a delegated post-processor randomly transform in a structure
• This can be used to configure a structure piece to have an exact amount of specific blocks, instead of using random distribution
• The capped post-processor has following required parameters:
  • delegate A post-processor which performs the actual block transformation
  • limit Maximum amount of blocks that the delegated post-processor can transform
    • The blocks inside a structure are all randomly passed to the delegated post-processor until it has transformed the limited amount
    • Either constant or random number generator sampled during post-processing

Rule post-processor block entity configuration

• Previously a rule could specify an optional fixed output_nbt which would be added to the processed output block entity
• This field has now been changed to reference a block_entity_modifier
• Existing block_entity_modifier's are:
  • passthrough Retains existing fields on the block entity
    • This is the default if no block_entity_modifier is specified
  • append_static Similar to previous output_nbt this provides fixed fields to add to the block entity
    • A minor change is that this modifier appends configured fields to the processed block instead of replacing existing fields
  • clear Removes any existing fields on the block entity
  • append_loot Appends a loot table and seed to the block entity through required parameter:
    • loot_table Referenced loot table to add to block entity as LootTable field
    • Field LootTableSeed is also added to the block entity using random seeded by block position

Game Events

• piston_contract game event has been removed in favor of block_deactivate
• piston_extend and dispense_fail game events have been removed in favor of block_activate
• Many game events have new vibration frequencies:
  • 1: step, swim, flap
  • 2: projectile_land, hit_ground, splash
  • 3: item_interact_finish, projectile_shoot, instrument_play
  • 4: entity_roar, entity_shake, elytra_glide
  • 5: entity_dismount, equip
  • 6: entity_mount, entity_interact, shear
  • 7: entity_damage
  • 8: drink, eat
  • 9: container_close, block_close, block_deactivate, block_detach
  • 10: container_open, block_open, block_activate, block_attach, prime_fuse, note_block_play
  • 11: block_change
  • 12: block_destroy, fluid_pickup
  • 13: block_place, fluid_place
  • 14: entity_place, lightning_strike, teleport
  • 15: entity_die, explode

Tags

Step Sounds

• The blocks that can produce a combination of step sounds is controlled by combination_step_sound_blocks

Display entity

Interpolation changes

• Previous values are always discarded if interpolation_duration is 0
• Made sure that render properties are applied at the same time (so block_state is applied at the same time as transformation, i.e. at next tick after receiving update)
• Entities are not rendered unless initial data is received. That means display entities might not show on the first tick.
• Note: due to how game handles updates, changes to entities made after summoning might be delivered to clients with later tick

Fixed bugs in Snapshot 23w12a

• MC-157727 - The small cube in honey/slime blocks isn't displayed in inventory
• MC-165221 - 3D Modeled Potions are not rendered correctly in the "GUI Display"
• MC-197241 - Players can change the color of a wolf's collar even if they're not its owner
• MC-201647 - Entity riding an entity can cause location/coordinate desync
• MC-256488 - Bamboo Raft and Raft with Chest models float above ground
• MC-256551 - Baby camels have a visible inventory
• MC-256585 - Z-fighting occurs on the text of hanging signs
• MC-259201 - The tops and bottoms of donkeys' ears are miscolored
• MC-259879 - Display entities with a rather large shadow_radius value can cause performance issues
• MC-260020 - Reloading the world resets the Brown Mooshroom's given flower
• MC-260043 - Decorated Pots don't play breaking sound in creative mode
• MC-260047 - Decorated pots from the creative inventory and new blank decorated pots with no NBT will match their texture to the last decorated pot you crafted
• MC-260053 - When rotating a decorated pot with the debug stick, it will spawn a decorated pot item
• MC-260061 - Sniffer's ears and head z-fight
• MC-260069 - Growing cherry trees inside each other causes their leaves to decay
• MC-260240 - Sniffers that are in love sometimes don't attempt to approach one another to breed
• MC-260251 - The walking animations of sniffers don't change in relation to their movement speed
• MC-260282 - Sniffers can sniff out and follow players in spectator mode
• MC-260296 - Pink petal block models are not optimized
• MC-260317 - Sniffers try to sniff out obstructed blocks they can't reach
• MC-260320 - Parity Issue: Snifflets (Baby Sniffers) have an inconsistent model with Bedrock
• MC-260326 - Dying sniffers continue to dig
• MC-260409 - Cherry Grove biome is not in the #is_overworld biome tag
• MC-260503 - Sniffers refuse to dig into soil with a non-solid block on top
• MC-260632 - Riding an entity that is far away causes client/server desync
• MC-260678 - Potion of Invisibility looks too similar to the Potion of Slow Falling
• MC-260750 - Magma blocks use unnecessary random ticking for an outdated feature, causing performance issues
• MC-260757 - Updating a large amount of Iron Bars causes the game to hang in-game or during the Saving world screen
• MC-260777 - Sniffers ignore some dangerous blocks while sniffing and pathfinding resulting in them being damaged
• MC-260778 - Sniffer tries to sniff out blocks outside the world border
• MC-260779 - Sniffers can dig into blocks outside the world border
• MC-260839 - Mobs can replace weapons held in their main hand with armor
• MC-260885 - Display entities summoned with initial transformation interpolate incorrectly from default transformation during next transformation
• MC-260897 - Display entity's previous state of interpolation doesn't work as expected

Get the Snapshot

Snapshots are available for Minecraft Java Edition. To install the Snapshot, open up the Minecraft Launcher and enable snapshots in the "Installations" tab.
Testing versions can corrupt your world, please backup and/or run them in a different folder from your main worlds.
Cross-platform server jar:

• Minecraft server jar

What else is new?

For previous changes for Minecraft 1.19.4 and new features for Minecraft 1.20, see the previous release post. Read more about the changes in the Wild update in the release post

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Post 01:
Just admit the truth, you gaslit me about HIV, assuming you didn't literally infect me.
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Post 02:
They deserve to be in jail or the psychiatric hospital.
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Post 03:
Lily from Stony Brook understands me and is genuinely my friend. Though, I haven't spoken to her since like 2010. It was obviously her at the MET Museum in 2021 using a different name, though. She saved my life. She's going to be my fellow comrade too.
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Post 04:
Did Oje Hart and Kelly just get married? They basically told me how they intentionally caused the HIV scare in 2019. Today, they got married when I came to the realization it's true.
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Post 05:
Giving someone an HIV scare is like METAPHORIC RAPE, not Attitude Era WWE. This is not sensationalism, where they plan the wedding when I realized I was actually gaslit about HIV. This should LITERALLY BE A CRIME.
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Post 06:
Is anybody a nice person? Or are they all a bunch of sadistic monsters who enjoy hurting me?
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Post 07:
My psychosis is pretty bad lately. I can't even tell what's reality and fantasy at times. I'm starting to lose touch with who Kelly is, which is tragic, because she was my best friend and gave me the best experiences of my life. Now she's becoming a fantasy character in my mind.
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Post 08:
To Kelly: if you're in my old blue bedroom, on the other side of the wall, listening to me, you don't have to put yourself through the suffering I lived through for many years. Though, I appreciate the gesture. Have you been in there for all of 2022? Right here and I didn't know.
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Post 09:
The Asian social media model who hides her face, but is totally Kelly, posted herself looking in a mirror, and was basically saying how Kelly's my reflection. She's literally me.
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Post 10:
At some point, we need to stop the sensationalism and playing WWE. If we truly love each other, we should embrace and give each other a hug very soon.
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Post 11:
Oje Hart and Kelly are trash people who metaphorically raped me, a vulnerable mental patient, giving me an HIV scare, causing trauma, just because Vince Russo or Vince McMahon is my biological father - which I didn't realize at the time.
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Post 12:
People usually suck, but SOMETIMES people don't suck. I'm hoping there's someone out the who cares about what happened to me. It certainly doesn't seem like it at the moment.
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Post 13:
They say I can't handle the truth. Whatever. What is the truth? Is Mark Zuckerberg my half brother? Was the HIV scare intentional? Just tell me. They don't want to. They lie to me.
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Post 14:
I realize this is definitely my father is a billionaire, gaslights me into thinking he has no money, while I have less than $2,000 in the bank bad. But is it literally try to infect the vulnerable mental patient with HIV bad too?
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Post 15:
Kelly knew I was practically a virgin, at rock bottom, broken, and a clean baby. She intentionally gave me the HIV scare. She's a lying psychopath who deserves to be in jail. I don't know if what she did is technically illegal. It should be a crime.
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Post 16:
Are they all psychopaths that found it hilarious and sexy knowing how Kelly was gaslighting and scaring me about HIV which led to me taking PrEP? These monsters deserve prison.
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Post 17:
Dr. Garrett said: "Your ideas about what is real change from day to day. Uncertainty about what is real would make most people extremely anxious, but the fact that your beliefs about what is real change so often doesn't seem to upset you. Why is that? If your ideas about who people "really are" and your ideas about who did what to whom when for what reason keep changing, how can you hope to think in a steady way about your life circumstances?"
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Post 18:
I feel disassociated and disconnected from the real world, nobody interacts with me, I have no friends, talk to nobody. I just like living in my delusional, comforting, fantasyland on social media. That is the source of my self-esteem. I am a movie star in Wonderland.
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Post 19:
Unfortunately, Wonderland is a house of cards. When my mother inevitably passes away I don't have the money to keep this going. That doesn't mean if I'm homeless I won't start a new delusional Fantasyland to comfort me from the new extreme sadness. But it will be a different one.

Let's imagine, you like a 24year old girl and went on a date with her. How would you feel if she tells you that she has never been in a relationship, never kissed someone, and it's her first time dating with someone? /She's not religious, and all of these are her choices. She just hasn't met the right person before. She's quite pretty and obviously asked out by guys in the past/. Would you continue to date her? Or Would you just use her and then leave? Would you think she's weird? Please, tell me how would you feel in this situation honestly. You can say mean things if its how you would feel. I really want an honest comment. I will appreciate, if you tell where are you from too. Because I guess people from different backgrounds would feel differently. Sorry for my english.