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not sure how I broke it but I did Unhandled exception "EXCEPTION_ACCESS_VIOLATION" at 0x7FF72EB6B6FE SkyrimSE.exe+05EB6FE movss xmm2, dword ptr [rax+0xF0]
SYSTEM SPECS:

OS: Microsoft Windows 11 Home v10.0.22621 CPU: GenuineIntel Intel(R) Core(TM) i7-8700 CPU @ 3.20GHz GPU #1: Nvidia TU104 \[GeForce RTX 2080\] GPU #2: Microsoft Basic Render Driver PHYSICAL MEMORY: 19.43 GB/31.88 GB 

PROBABLE CALL STACK:

\[0\] 0x7FF72EB6B6FE SkyrimSE.exe+05EB6FE -> 36561+0x9E movss xmm2, dword ptr \[rax+0xF0\] \[1\] 0x7FF72EB6A928 SkyrimSE.exe+05EA928 -> 36559+0xD8 mov r15, rax \[2\] 0x7FF72EB6A822 SkyrimSE.exe+05EA822 -> 36558+0x122 nop \[3\] 0x7FF72EB6A46D SkyrimSE.exe+05EA46D -> 36555+0x4CD cmp dword ptr \[0x00007FF7304D7408\], 0x02 \[4\] 0x7FF72EB6CCD7 SkyrimSE.exe+05ECCD7 -> 36564+0xA97 test r15b, r15b \[5\] 0x7FF72EB64DD5 SkyrimSE.exe+05E4DD5 -> 36544+0x165 test bl, bl \[6\] 0x7FF72F9F4C1E SkyrimSE.exe+1474C1E -> 109636+0x106 mov ebx, eax \[7\] 0x7FFC50BA26AD KERNEL32.DLL+00126AD \[8\] 0x7FFC51E8A9F8 ntdll.dll+005A9F8 

REGISTERS:

RAX 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] RCX 0x2231FDE7040 (PlayerCharacter\*) Flags: 0x00000408 kPersistent Name: "Prisoner" FormID: 0x00000014 FormType: ActorCharacter (62) Flags: 0x00000408 kPersistent Name: "Prisoner" FormID: 0x00000014 FormType: ActorCharacter (62) Object Reference: File: "Skyrim.esm" Flags: 0x00040009 kDestructible kInitialized Name: "Prisoner" FormID: 0x00000007 FormType: NPC (43) Flags: 0x00000408 kInitialized kPersistent FormID: 0x00000014 FormType: ActorCharacter (62) RDX 0x5F8 (size\_t) \[1528\] RBX 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RSP 0x99E7CFF760 (void\*) RBP 0x99E7CFF879 (void\*) RSI 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RDI 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" R8 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] R9 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] R10 0x7F882696 (size\_t) \[2139629206\] R11 0x99E7CFF7B0 (void\*) R12 0x22270B3AC00 (Main\*) R13 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] R14 0x22268247601 (void\*) R15 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] 

STACK:

\[RSP+0 \] 0x339D3D4134662335 (size\_t) \[3719196217539175221\] \[RSP+8 \] 0x3F800000 (size\_t) \[1065353216\] \[RSP+10 \] 0xBE0D4C50BECECE4C (size\_t) \[uint: 13694685951585865292 int: -4752058122123686324\] \[RSP+18 \] 0xC5CCA9FF3F678214 (size\_t) \[uint: 14252953834466279956 int: -4193790239243271660\] \[RSP+20 \] 0xBE0D4C50BECECE4C (size\_t) \[uint: 13694685951585865292 int: -4752058122123686324\] \[RSP+28 \] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+30 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+38 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+40 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+48 \] 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] \[RSP+50 \] 0x22268247601 (void\*) \[RSP+58 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+60 \] 0x22270B3AC00 (Main\*) \[RSP+68 \] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+70 \] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+78 \] 0x99E7CFF879 (void\*) \[RSP+80 \] 0x6 (size\_t) \[6\] \[RSP+88 \] 0x7FF72EB6A928 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+05EA928 mov r15, rax) \[RSP+90 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+98 \] 0xC1702D083F801804 (size\_t) \[uint: 13938690360160032772 int: -4508053713549518844\] \[RSP+A0 \] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+A8 \] 0x3F800000 (size\_t) \[1065353216\] \[RSP+B0 \] 0x80000000BF800000 (size\_t) \[uint: 9223372040067612672 int: -9223372033641938944\] \[RSP+B8 \] 0x8000000080000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 9223372039002259456 int: -9223372034707292160\] \[RSP+C0 \] 0xBE0755EE80000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 13693007674881343488 int: -4753736398828208128\] \[RSP+C8 \] 0xBF7DC11D (size\_t) \[3212689693\] \[RSP+D0 \] 0x3F7DC11D80000000 (size\_t) \[4575025128923987968\] \[RSP+D8 \] 0x80000000BE0755EE (size\_t) \[uint: 9223372040042927598 int: -9223372033666624018\] \[RSP+E0 \] 0x8000000000000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 9223372036854775808 int: -9223372036854775808\] \[RSP+E8 \] 0x3F80000000000000 (size\_t) \[4575657221408423936\] \[RSP+F0 \] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+F8 \] 0x7FF72F49A776 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0F1A776 mov rdx, \[rdi+0x28\]) \[RSP+100\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+108\] 0xBF7DC11C80000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 13798397161483796480 int: -4648346912225755136\] \[RSP+110\] 0x3DAA5A4C80000000 (size\_t) \[4443463266965913600\] \[RSP+118\] 0xBE0755EF80000000 (size\_t) \[uint: 13693007679176310784 int: -4753736394533240832\] \[RSP+120\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+128\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+130\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+138\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+140\] 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] \[RSP+148\] 0x22268247670 (void\*) \[RSP+150\] 0x768 (size\_t) \[1896\] \[RSP+158\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+160\] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+168\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+170\] 0x22270B3AC00 (Main\*) \[RSP+178\] 0x7FF72EB6A822 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+05EA822 nop) \[RSP+180\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+188\] 0x7FF700000000 (size\_t) \[140698833649664\] \[RSP+190\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+198\] 0x7FF700000000 (size\_t) \[140698833649664\] \[RSP+1A0\] 0x3F800000 (size\_t) \[1065353216\] \[RSP+1A8\] 0x7FF72EE421FE (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+08C21FE cmp \[0x00007FF731567A08\], eax) \[RSP+1B0\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+1B8\] 0x2231FE0C880 (BSShaderAccumulator\*) \[RSP+1C0\] 0x2231FA78480 (NiCamera\*) RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController \[RSP+1C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1D0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1D8\] 0x7FF72EB6A46D (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+05EA46D cmp dword ptr \[0x00007FF7304D7408\], 0x02) \[RSP+1E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+1E8\] 0x22270B3AC00 (Main\*) \[RSP+1F0\] 0x7FF700000002 (size\_t) \[140698833649666\] \[RSP+1F8\] 0x7FF731542800 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+2FC2800 add \[rax\], al) \[RSP+200\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+208\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+210\] 0x2231FA78480 (NiCamera\*) RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController \[RSP+218\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+220\] 0x99E7CFF950 (void\*) \[RSP+228\] 0x7FF700000020 (size\_t) \[140698833649696\] \[RSP+230\] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+238\] 0x20 (size\_t) \[32\] \[RSP+240\] 0x22268247DD8 (void\*) \[RSP+248\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+250\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+258\] 0x7FF700000000 (size\_t) \[140698833649664\] \[RSP+260\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+268\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+270\] 0x9 (size\_t) \[9\] \[RSP+278\] 0x7FF72F2FD700 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0D7D700 test al, al) \[RSP+280\] 0x22337EA9DE0 (BSPortalGraph\*) \[RSP+288\] 0xFFFFFFFF (size\_t) \[4294967295\] \[RSP+290\] 0x22229181A00 (BSGeometryListCullingProcess\*) \[RSP+298\] 0x3 (size\_t) \[3\] \[RSP+2A0\] 0x2234EC0E5C0 (BSMultiBoundRoom\*) RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundRoom" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw Checking Parent: 7 RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound Checking Parent: 7 

RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 2
Name: "ObjectLODRoot"
RTTIName: "NiNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 3
Name: "shadow scene node"
RTTIName: "ShadowSceneNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 1
Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

\[RSP+2A8\] 0x7FF72E6E5E1E (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+0165E1E test rax, rax) \[RSP+2B0\] 0x2234DF6D280 (BSMultiBoundRoom\*) RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundRoom" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw Checking Parent: 2 RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound Checking Parent: 7 

RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 2
Name: "ObjectLODRoot"
RTTIName: "NiNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 3
Name: "shadow scene node"
RTTIName: "ShadowSceneNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 1
Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

\[RSP+2B8\] 0x2234DF6D280 (BSMultiBoundRoom\*) RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundRoom" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw Checking Parent: 2 RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound Checking Parent: 7 

RTTIName: "BSMultiBoundNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 2
Name: "ObjectLODRoot"
RTTIName: "NiNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 3
Name: "shadow scene node"
RTTIName: "ShadowSceneNode"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound
Checking Parent: 1
Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

\[RSP+2C0\] 0x22229181A00 (BSGeometryListCullingProcess\*) \[RSP+2C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+2D0\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+2D8\] 0x3F34733200 (size\_t) \[271462904320\] \[RSP+2E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+2E8\] 0x7FF72E830D61 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+02B0D61 mov rcx, rax) \[RSP+2F0\] 0x339D3D4100000002 (size\_t) \[3719196216660066306\] \[RSP+2F8\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+300\] 0xBE0D4C50439D3E27 (size\_t) \[uint: 13694685949519019559 int: -4752058124190532057\] \[RSP+308\] 0xC5CCA9FF3F678214 (size\_t) \[uint: 14252953834466279956 int: -4193790239243271660\] \[RSP+310\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+318\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+320\] 0xB43D626E04AA (size\_t) \[198175737382058\] \[RSP+328\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+330\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+338\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+340\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+348\] 0x22268247670 (void\*) \[RSP+350\] 0x22270B3AC00 (Main\*) \[RSP+358\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+360\] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+368\] 0x99E7CFFB40 (void\*) \[RSP+370\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+378\] 0x7FF72EB6CCD7 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+05ECCD7 test r15b, r15b) \[RSP+380\] 0x22270B06E80 (NiCamera\*) Name: "WorldRoot Camera" RTTIName: "NiCamera" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 Name: "WorldRoot CameraNode" RTTIName: "NiNode" Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController Checking Parent: 0 

Name: "WorldRoot Node"
RTTIName: "SceneGraph"
Flags: kSelectiveUpdate kSelectiveUpdateTransforms kSelectiveUpdateController kAlwaysDraw kFixedBound

 Name: "WorldRoot Camera" \[RSP+388\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+390\] 0x2 (size\_t) \[2\] \[RSP+398\] 0x2231FE0C880 (BSShaderAccumulator\*) \[RSP+3A0\] 0x34A (size\_t) \[842\] \[RSP+3A8\] 0x7FFB8A8920C0 (CInputHandler\*) \[RSP+3B0\] 0x2226828B110 (CSharedMemStream\*) \[RSP+3B8\] 0x7FFC502E1B8F (void\* -> USER32.dll+0021B8F nop \[rax+rax\*1\], eax) \[RSP+3C0\] 0x99E7CFFC90 (void\*) \[RSP+3C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+3D0\] 0x10 (size\_t) \[16\] \[RSP+3D8\] 0x7FFB8A7E6F9D (void\* -> gameoverlayrenderer64.dll+0096F9D test al, al) \[RSP+3E0\] 0x7FFB00000001 (size\_t) \[140716013518849\] \[RSP+3E8\] 0x200000002 (size\_t) \[8589934594\] \[RSP+3F0\] 0x99E7CFFBA9 (void\*) \[RSP+3F8\] 0x99E7CFFC90 (void\*) \[RSP+400\] 0x7FFB8A8920C0 (CInputHandler\*) \[RSP+408\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+410\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+418\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+420\] 0x2226892D900 (void\*) \[RSP+428\] 0x7FFC502E18A9 (void\* -> USER32.dll+00218A9 lea r11, \[rsp+0x40\]) \[RSP+430\] 0x3DFF (size\_t) \[15871\] \[RSP+438\] 0x3 (size\_t) \[3\] \[RSP+440\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+448\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+450\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+458\] 0x7FFB00000003 (size\_t) \[140716013518851\] \[RSP+460\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+468\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+470\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+478\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+480\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+488\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+490\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+498\] 0x7FFB8A7E7604 (void\* -> gameoverlayrenderer64.dll+0097604 mov rbx, \[rsp+0x40\]) \[RSP+4A0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4A8\] 0xFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE (size\_t) \[uint: 18446744073709551614 int: -2\] \[RSP+4B0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4C0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4D0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4D8\] 0x7FF72EB64DD5 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+05E4DD5 test bl, bl) \[RSP+4E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4E8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+4F0\] 0x4450EB4 (size\_t) \[71634612\] \[RSP+4F8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+500\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+508\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+510\] 0xA (size\_t) \[10\] \[RSP+518\] 0x7FFC4F76F0C0 (void\* -> ucrtbase.dll+00FF0C0 push rax) \[RSP+520\] 0x22268265860 (void\*) \[RSP+528\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+530\] 0x4450EB4 (size\_t) \[71634612\] \[RSP+538\] 0x14FE (size\_t) \[5374\] \[RSP+540\] 0x138911BC (size\_t) \[327750076\] \[RSP+548\] 0x1 (size\_t) \[1\] \[RSP+550\] 0x38D0252DA1A (size\_t) \[3904164256282\] \[RSP+558\] 0x34A (size\_t) \[842\] \[RSP+560\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+568\] 0x7FF72F9F4C1E (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+1474C1E mov ebx, eax) \[RSP+570\] 0xA (size\_t) \[10\] \[RSP+578\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+580\] 0x7FF731CE7310 (void\* -> SkyrimSE.exe+3767310 call 0x00007FF731CE7315) \[RSP+588\] 0x99E7A88000 (void\*) \[RSP+590\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+598\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5A0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5A8\] 0x7FFC50BA26AD (void\* -> KERNEL32.DLL+00126AD mov ecx, eax) \[RSP+5B0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5B8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5C0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5C8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5D0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5D8\] 0x7FFC51E8A9F8 (void\* -> ntdll.dll+005A9F8 jmp 0x00007FFC51E8AA19) \[RSP+5E0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5E8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5F0\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+5F8\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+600\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+608\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+610\] 0x2E8A842000000000 (size\_t) \[3353638145504575488\] \[RSP+618\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+620\] 0x4F0FFFFFB30 (size\_t) \[5433133628208\] \[RSP+628\] 0x7FFC4F91B5F0 (void\* -> KERNELBASE.dll+015B5F0 mov \[rsp+0x10\], rbx) \[RSP+630\] 0x99E7CFE800 (void\*) \[RSP+638\] 0x611B31D000007FFC (size\_t) \[6997241215473188860\] \[RSP+640\] 0x7FFC611B31D0 (size\_t) \[140721937658320\] \[RSP+648\] 0x99E7CFE800 (void\*) \[RSP+650\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+658\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+660\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+668\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+670\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] \[RSP+678\] 0x0 (size\_t) \[0\] 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MODULES:

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SKSE PLUGINS:

AchievementsModsEnablerLoader.dll v1.2 ActorLimitFix.dll AnimationQueueFix.dll v1.0.1 BarterLimitFix.dll BugFixesSSE.dll CrashLogger.dll v1.8 ENBHelperSE.dll v2.2 EngineFixes.dll v6.1.1 EVLaS.dll v1.3.1 FaceGenFixes.dll v1.0.3 Fuz Ro D'oh.dll v2.3.6.1030 MoreInformativeConsole.dll v1.1 NVIDIA\_Reflex.dll v1.1.2 PapyrusTweaks.dll v4.1 PapyrusUtil.dll po3\_MoonMod.dll v2.0.2.1 po3\_PapyrusExtender.dll v5.5.0.1 po3\_SpellPerkItemDistributor.dll v6.6.1.1 po3\_Tweaks.dll v1.8.0.1 RecursionFPSFix.dll v1.1 skee64.dll 

PLUGINS:

Light: 70 Regular: 117 Total: 187 \[00\] Skyrim.esm \[01\] Update.esm \[02\] Dawnguard.esm \[03\] HearthFires.esm \[04\] Dragonborn.esm \[05\] ccBGSSSE001-Fish.esm \[06\] ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS.esm \[07\] Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch.esp \[08\] SGEyebrows.esp \[09\] Lanterns Of Skyrim II.esm \[0A\] Occ\_Skyrim\_Tamriel.esp \[0B\] Enhanced Solitude SSE.esp \[0C\] Midwood Isle.esp \[0D\] Lux Via.esp \[0E\] Water for ENB.esm \[0F\] Campfire.esm \[10\] Vigilant.esm \[11\] WheelsOfLull.esp \[12\] Wyrmstooth.esp \[13\] High Poly Head.esm \[14\] BSAssets.esm \[15\] BSHeartland.esm \[16\] BS\_DLC\_patch.esp \[17\] Falskaar.esm \[18\] VWA\_VanillaWarpaintsAbsolution.esp \[19\] TrueStormsSE.esp \[1A\] JKs Skyrim.esp \[1B\] WindhelmSSE.esp \[1C\] Book Covers Skyrim.esp \[1D\] AI Overhaul.esp \[1E\] Skyrim Immersive Creatures Special Edition.esp \[1F\] MysticismMagic.esp \[20\] Solitude Expansion.esp \[21\] Enhanced Solitude Expansion SSE.esp \[22\] skryrimfarmhouseinns.esp \[23\] SurWR.esp \[24\] ZIA\_Complete Pack.esp \[25\] DSerCombatGameplayOverhaul.esp \[26\] OBIS SE.esp \[27\] SeranaDialogAddon.esp \[28\] Immersive Encounters.esp \[29\] Odin - 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Reposting here cus I need help.
After taking 2 private instructors from outside with manual and struggling to understand them, I want to change to a school environment as I feel like it is more organised and I feel like it will be less gaslighting compared to the private instructors.
I think the worse part for me is that despite telling both the instructors and the admin that I cannot speak chinese, they still spoke to me in chinese which I cannot fully understand. (And just for info, yes I told the admin I cannot speak chinese, but they still gave me one who omly spoke in chinese). I do not know what is an accelerator or clutch in chinese. So i keep pressing the wrong ones. Don't even get me started on the turning and button pressing in chinese. I blanked out. Like I just wanna learn the controls. I'm not ready for the cars yet. :,( but they keep insisting to driving on the road, esp on the first day and complaiin that I am "selfish" and "don't listen to them" when I am struggling to comprehend what they even are trying to say.
I gave up midway cus I legit cannot understand them. I keep getting nervous because I do not understand them. Like it becomes alien language for me.
Also I am starting to feel like it would be more prefers for me to choose auto as it is easier to learn. I keep hearing the instructor say to choose auto instead cus I am "useless" and "just dumb" in Chinese. Initially I chose manual because I heard people say auto instructors are more stricter but idk if I agree now.
However, I am a private student under SSDC but I do not see any reddit post talking about ssdc changing from private to school candidate.
But yea, any recommendation on this? (Also I am sad rn, I feel like giving up ngl)

Looking for advise from dog owning moms
Short version: While on an evening stroll with my 6 week old daughter in her stroller and my dog, Charlie (20 lb doodle mix) on leash at a neighborhood park an unleashed dog, Max (about 80-100lb English cream golden retriever) ran towards us and attacked my dog (teeth showing). My dog screamed in fear and wrapped around me and the Max went after him and pushed the stroller out a couple feet. My daughter was sleeping and woke up startled and crying. Maxs owner stayed at a distance watching and refused to leash the dog after the incident. When confronted, he turned verbally abusive. I walked away consoling my crying infant and not wanting to aggravate the situation. Looking for advise on how to deal with this situation and also if this repeats in the future. Both dogs are regulars at this park.
Long version: a bit back story… My dog Charlie is trained and listens to commands pretty well, he gets along with all people and dogs except for this one, Max. We let him off the leash at this park when no one is around but is always on leash when people/kids are around. There’s a walking path encompassing the park and kids play area where we usually walk. The park has clear signs around that the dogs need to always be on leash. Charlie and the aggressive dog Max have met before and for some reason they did not get along, Max has always been aggressive and scared Charlie. We usually walk away when Max comes to this park since Max has attacked Charlie on 3 different occasions, but this was before my daughter was born. So it was easier to just pick up 20lb Charlie to safety and diffuse the situation. On this particular day, we were walking our usual path when Max jumped us and attacked Charlie. Charlie was leased and went in between and around my legs to avoid Max. Max being super big (anywhere between 80-100lb) pushed the stroller with my child in it. Luckily the stroller being sturdy didn’t topple over but rather slipped out of my hand and landed a couple feet away from me onto the grass area.my daughter screamed, started crying and after seeing me scream max ran away. It terrified me, my daughter could have been seriously injured in this! Through all this, Max’s owner was at a distance just watching. No recall or if he did it was not effective. So after the whole incident, my husband went to talk to the owner to get him to leash the dog so this doesn’t happen again. The owner turned hostile and refused to do so. When my husband mentioned that these were the park rules and he could report him, he started verbally abusing us and asked us to f*** off and do whatever we wanted. I was consoling my crying daughter and just asked him to show basic courtesy, he just turned away. There were a bunch of kids on the play area and other moms around, just watching. I didn’t want to aggravate the situation and asked my husband (who took a video of the man and unleashed dog) to walk away and not do anything right then since my daughter was #1 priority then.
I am sure if and when we cross paths with Max again, this will repeat. Both dogs are regulars at this park but we’ve always kept our distance. I am sure the dog Max is a good dog because we’ve seen him do some tricks, but I blame the owner for not doing enough to train/control him and turning bitter after.
I am looking for any advise on how to deal with this situation as well as a scenario when this happens again. The man seems mean enough to hurt others, or maybe that’s just my protective instinct talking. I don’t want to hurt Max but this incident should never happen to me or anyone else walking in that park.

Hello everyone! I hope you're doing well. Here's a summary for new readers:
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This journal is my way of holding myself accountable on my healing and self-improvement journey. It may not always be filled with exciting events, but it will always reflect my honest and genuine experiences. Now, let's dive into today's entry.
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Today wasn't the best day for me. Despite maintaining my morning routine, I woke up feeling tired and ended up sleeping in. After my routine, I started editing the pictures I took yesterday. Out of the 197 photos, I only ended up liking 4 after the editing process, which is quite normal. Those 4 turned out really well, though.
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I posted the pictures online and then waited for my therapy session. While waiting, I found myself getting anxious about going to the disco later in the evening. I was on the verge of canceling on my friend but decided to be honest and express my feelings to him, which was a positive step for me. I usually struggle with sharing my emotions.
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During the therapy session, my therapist commended the progress I made this week. We focused on discussing self-esteem and how I shouldn't wait to have the ideal body to start loving myself and seeking love. I was encouraged to accept myself as I am and work through any insecurities or doubts. Although it's challenging for me to fully accept this right now, it's an important lesson to learn.
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After the therapy session, I was exhausted and didn't feel like going for a run. However, I pushed myself to do it anyway. While running, I visualized myself being talkative and friendly at the disco, planning out how I would act and setting positive affirmations to mentally prepare myself for meeting new people.
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After the run, I took a warm bath and got ready to go out. I felt confident and good about myself. However, things took a turn for the worse when I couldn't withdraw the $20 needed for the cover charge. The bank app stopped working, and I waited until midnight in hopes that it would start functioning again, but it never did. This disappointment frustrated me because I had mentally and physically prepared myself to go out, and when plans don't go as expected, it tends to affect my mood.
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Despite feeling drained and disappointed, I didn't let my emotions dictate my actions. Just as I pushed myself to run earlier when I didn't feel like it, I pushed myself to write this journal entry. That's how I ended my day. I plan to continue reading the book on how to talk with people and then get some rest. Tomorrow, I might distract myself by going out to take more pictures.
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Thank you for reading. See you all soon!

Hello everyone! I hope you're doing well. Here's a summary for new readers:
This journal is my way of holding myself accountable on my healing and self-improvement journey. It may not always be filled with exciting events, but it will always reflect my honest and genuine experiences. Now, let's dive into today's entry.
Today wasn't the best day for me. Despite maintaining my morning routine, I woke up feeling tired and ended up sleeping in. After my routine, I started editing the pictures I took yesterday. Out of the 197 photos, I only ended up liking 4 after the editing process, which is quite normal. Those 4 turned out really well, though.
I posted the pictures online and then waited for my therapy session. While waiting, I found myself getting anxious about going to the disco later in the evening. I was on the verge of canceling on my friend but decided to be honest and express my feelings to him, which was a positive step for me. I usually struggle with sharing my emotions.
During the therapy session, my therapist commended the progress I made this week. We focused on discussing self-esteem and how I shouldn't wait to have the ideal body to start loving myself and seeking love. I was encouraged to accept myself as I am and work through any insecurities or doubts. Although it's challenging for me to fully accept this right now, it's an important lesson to learn.
After the therapy session, I was exhausted and didn't feel like going for a run. However, I pushed myself to do it anyway. While running, I visualized myself being talkative and friendly at the disco, planning out how I would act and setting positive affirmations to mentally prepare myself for meeting new people.
After the run, I took a warm bath and got ready to go out. I felt confident and good about myself. However, things took a turn for the worse when I couldn't withdraw the $20 needed for the cover charge. The bank app stopped working, and I waited until midnight in hopes that it would start functioning again, but it never did. This disappointment frustrated me because I had mentally and physically prepared myself to go out, and when plans don't go as expected, it tends to affect my mood.
Despite feeling drained and disappointed, I didn't let my emotions dictate my actions. Just as I pushed myself to run earlier when I didn't feel like it, I pushed myself to write this journal entry. That's how I ended my day. I plan to continue reading the book on how to talk with people and then get some rest. Tomorrow, I might distract myself by going out to take more pictures.
Thank you for reading. See you all soon!

I just hope that people see this post, that they might start spreading the news before it’s too late. Something big is coming, something ancient, something older than any of us could have ever imagined. It might be too late. I don’t know what will become of me, of the people I love that I might never see again, by the time you are reading this. But I implore you to listen and take this story seriously, because it could save your life. Or not. I don’t know yet how deep this goes. If it’s true, if what I think is true…God help us. Nothing can save us now.
I’ll start at the beginning, because you need to understand how long this has been happening, and the implications of what is possible now that it’s getting worse. Over winter break, I went to visit my friend from high school, Jackson, in Vermont. He goes to Bennington College, studies Social Sciences with a minor in Linguistics. Smart guy. He used to write my papers for me in English class, and I would pay him back in six packs. That’s always how it was: him, studious and put together, and me itching to get outside. I was constantly on the move, biking through the forests behind my house, trail-running, building a treehouse for my little brothers, you name it. I wanted to get my hands dirty, get into nature. I guess that’s why I opted out of college, and went for camp counselor positions and summer gigs until I secured a conservation job with a park near home. Nature is important to me, and I want to do my part as the generation that has a responsibility to heal the world.
The outside was what called me to Bennington, aside from the fact that I missed my best buddy. I don’t remember when it was first brought to my attention, but I became aware of murmurings of Bennington’s rocky past online about a few months before I was set to visit Jackson. Being an experienced outdoorsman, I wasn’t afraid; on the contrary, I was rather excited to get out there and prove my worth to Jackson and his college buddies, who were far less athletic than I am. Looking back, I’m kicking myself for being so cocky. I can’t believe I ever thought of my best friend in that way.
From what I could see on the internet, Bennington College’s history was a long and often sinister one. There were videos about people vanishing into thin air: a girl wearing a red parka went for a hike alone and was never found, an experienced man leading an outdoor expedition disappeared in the woods, a woman fell into a stream, doubled back to the campsite to change her clothes, but never made it to the site, a man on a bus disappeared from the vehicle at a stop but left all of his luggage, a teenage boy was waiting in his mother’s truck and when she came back, he was mysteriously gone…I wish I could say these stories deterred me from poking my head somewhere where it didn’t belong.
Instead, I only grew more curious. What was going on in this so-called “Bennington Triangle?” I was in a unique position to investigate this phenomenon for myself. Many people hear about strange occurrences and the intrigue piques their interest, but they never have the chance to see it for themselves. But I could. I knew I could hold my own out in the wilderness—it was literally my job! Besides, I was a strong, slightly stubborn young man, built steadily, and I could protect myself well. What could possibly happen to me out in those woods, much less to a group of young college-aged men? The people who went missing most likely made one fatal mistake that cost them their lives, or maybe it was all just a big coincidence. Either way, I was about to find out for myself.
It was halfway through December when I left to meet up with Jackson. I got there on the last day of classes, and Jackson told me he would be busy until later in the day. I assumed he was cramming for a final, and I told him it was no big deal, I would meet up with him and maybe meet some of his buddies later. Besides, I had some plans of my own.
The most famous missing persons case in Bennington went cold, and is still unsolved to this day. The case is a tragic one, and I didn’t want to be insensitive by going around asking for information or throwing around names. Everything I needed, I found online. Paula Welden was the name of the girl in the red parka that went missing. Allegedly, she left campus one day to go on a hike by herself. She left the campus around 3pm and hitchhiked to an entrance to the Long Trail, a trail that runs for almost 300 miles from Massachusetts all the way to the Canadian Border. She wasn’t dressed to be outside for long, but as the story goes, she never made it back from the trail.
There was one sighting of her, however, that particularly interested me. A man reported that he had seen her running around, rather erratically, in the bottom of a gravel pit near the entrance to campus, and I wanted to see if there was anything left of the pit. Because I’m experienced with many different kinds of natural phenomena, I initially wondered if there wasn’t a natural explanation for her distressed behavior. I thought maybe there might be an insect nest or an infestation of small animals at the bottom of the pit that she might have disturbed, so I decided to check it out in my free time.
After the RA checked me in and I tossed my luggage into Jackson’s dorm, I packed a small backpack with essentials: water, sunscreen, energy bars, mini first aid kit, some rope, a utility tool, a flashlight, and a lightweight jacket. Then I headed out towards the pit.
The first thing I noticed was how much smaller the pit seemed. According to the eyewitness description of the incident, Paula was running up and down the side of a deep gravel pit, but what lay in front of me now was something much more shallow. I walked down into the center of what was left of the pit, but I could easily see over the edges. The small, dark fragments of rock crunched and ground together under my hiking boots, and the slowly sinking midday sun bounced off of the remnants of white snow around me. It was an unusually sunny day for winter, and the snow was, curiously, letting up for my visit. But the good luck for me ran out here—there seemed to be nothing to investigate at this location. My hopes of finding any evidence of insect or pest infestation that could have disturbed the girl were dashed, maybe buried several feet underground.
I lingered awhile, kicking at the bits of gravel in the small pit. I watched the small rocks scatter over the rest of the gravel, hitting up against the edge of the pit and rolling back down a few inches. I turned to go, but stopped. Maybe it was a trick of my eye, the sun reflecting harshly off of the snow and glinting in my sunglasses, causing me to not see clearly. I walked to the edge of the pit and kicked some more gravel at the side. The small rocks skipped across the uneven surface of the gravel pile, and scattered up the edge of the pit, farther than gravity should allow them to travel. I kicked more, and it happened again. My heart started beating faster.
I crouched down and picked up a small stone. I rolled it gently across the gravel, softly enough that it started to slow when it reached the incline of the side of the pit. I watched, astounded, as the rock slowly rolled uphill about a foot before coming to a stop. I gave a shout of excitement and jumped to my feet.
As I stood up straight I nearly fell back down. In an instant, my hearing seemed to go and I felt an overwhelming sense of claustrophobia. I spun around, thinking someone must be behind me, messing with me, but the sensation of closeness stayed pressing at my back. I spun around again, searching for an explanation. My head was fuzzy. I heard my footsteps, overwhelmingly loud, and I couldn’t hear anything else, almost as if my range of hearing was limited to my immediate surroundings. Like I was trapped in the pit. As soon as those words flashed through my head, the claustrophobia overwhelmed me, pushing up against the very air around my body. The silence built up inside my ears until all I could hear was my muffled footsteps, my desperate breathing, and the blood rushing faster and faster through my body.
I lunged for the edge, clambering up the side as fast as I could. Instantly upon passing over the edge the sounds of the late afternoon bore down on my ears. I stumbled and covered my ears, the chirping of the birds and rustling leaves almost too loud for me to bear.
It’s not that I was scared. Obviously, I was a little shaken up. As I hastened back towards Jackson’s dorm, I tried to rationalize what had just happened to me. Maybe I hadn’t drank enough water and I simply became dizzy. Maybe it was altitude sickness. Maybe a strange bug had bitten me and I temporarily lost my bearings. Nothing quite made sense. I tried to push it from my mind and focus on having a good first day, because soon I would be meeting Jackson’s college buddies.
When I got back to the dorm, Jackson was waiting for me. Fresh from the shower, his hair was damp and he was putting on a clean t-shirt. Pulling me into a hug, he expressed his excitement over my visit, asked me about my flight, what I thought about the campus—all the preliminary niceties. Internally, I breathed a sigh of relief. Even if he noticed, he didn’t pry and try to ask me about my slightly shaking hands, my pale face, or the vague disconnectedness with which I answered his questions.
That night eased my worries slightly. I ended up meeting Jackson’s group of friends and, together, we ventured into downtown Bennington. We hit a few bars and chilled at some of the many breweries in town. Live music, good company, and many, many beers did wonders on my nerves. By the end of the night, I had completely forgotten all about my encounter in the gravel pit. Jackson’s friends were nice guys, and I was too busy feeling proud about my best friend coming out of his shell in college. When he left, I had my doubts, but it was crystal clear that Jackson was really coming into himself at this school.
The festivities continued for the next few days: the guys were stoked to be done with their final exams and excited to connect with Jackson’s old friend, so we spent our time drinking and hanging out, bumping music and generally having a blast. It was almost enough for me to forget about one of the very reasons I was excited to be in Bennington in the first place.
It’s been a few days since that incident. I had even almost started to feel better about the whole thing. Maybe it was a mistake to poke around in old history, and maybe I should just focus on living my own life and fulfilling my own passions, working to heal nature as best as I can. But now Jackson and his friends want to go on a hike, and I’m starting to feel that same claustrophobia creeping back in. What the hell is out there, and why do I feel like I shouldn’t be messing with it?
Jackson chose the hike, not me. It was like him; he was the researcher, he was the one who looked at details, so he suggested we hike on the Long Trail. It intersected with the Appalachian Trail, and maybe I wasn’t paying attention when Jackson explained this to me, because it didn’t raise any alarms about the missing persons cases. Paula Welden went missing on the Long Trail, sure—but she wasn’t with a group of capable college guys like I was.
We packed some backpacks, crushed a beer or two for celebratory sakes, and set off on the trail. I let myself feel excited as we stomped through the trees, Jackson and his friends decked out in their matching red Bennington shirts from graduation. The hike was long. It was tedious. I don’t know when I first started noticing the weird aspects around us until about an hour in. The others didn’t pay any mind to these things, but I saw them: leaves drifting in the air with no breeze, snowflakes trapped in patches of sunlight, floating but unmoving, and that tree. It was a towering douglas fir, half-dead and reaching for the afternoon sun with bare branches. Each time I looked over my shoulder to check for hikers behind us or glanced ahead to see what awaited us, it was there. At first I assumed my eyes were playing tricks on me. After all, we had been hiking for a few hours.
Only when we stopped for a breather and Jackson pointed at a nearby stream did the weird things become too much for me. We were hiking on an incline, and we were exhausted, but when Jackson knelt beside this stream, it was flowing uphill. By then I was a little panicked. I freaked out, telling them that we needed to head back. Who cares if we hadn’t reached the halfway point yet? Was there even a halfway point? It felt like we had been walking for miles!
One of Jackson’s buddies opened up a map of the trail on his phone, and it was blank. He had service and bars, but the map was just…gone. Shocked with sudden fear, we immediately turned and headed back down the path. The sky darkened within minutes of us retracing our steps. Somehow, night was falling, despite us beginning the hike only a few hours prior. I tried to point it out, pulling Jackson aside when we slowed our pace to pass around a bottle of water. But Jackson was terrified and unfocused, and when I asked him what was wrong, we realized that one member of our five-person group was missing. How had we not noticed?
So, we made a U-turn and headed back up the mountain. Twenty minutes later, we found his torn university shirt. I turned the red fabric over in my hands, panicked and bewildered. When I looked up to scan our surroundings, I saw that same Douglas fir directly to my left. I was shocked, and the rest of the group must have noticed. We looked at each other and saw the panic rising on our faces. What the hell was happening?
I only had one goal at this point: we had to get down the mountain to call for help.
We decided to do our best to follow the trail on the way we came up, but only once daylight broke; it was difficult to make out the trail in the dark cover of the night, so I insisted it would be too dangerous. Someone could fall and get seriously injured, we could all get separated in the dark, or worse. So we did our best to hunker down and build a makeshift shelter to wait out the night, but it wasn’t easy. I can only describe the sounds we heard as otherworldly. Despite the lack of animals in the woods, nature seemed to be alive around us. The clicking of bugs kept me wide awake, but the noises were louder and deeper than I had ever heard. The baying of giant wolves, so close I imagined them coming up directly behind us. The snuffling of something in the underbrush, but from a cavernous creature larger than any moose could ever be.
Where had these animals been in the daytime? Why did it feel like they were surrounding us now?
I don’t know how I ever fell asleep, but when I awoke in the morning, the sun was beating down on us. From the sheen of sweat on my forehead to the dreadful pit in my stomach, I could tell something was horribly wrong.
When I scrambled to my feet and glanced around the area, I realized that only Jackson and I remained at our site. It was us, the clothes on our backs, and the demure amount of leftover supplies in our pockets: keys, gum wrappers, half-eaten power bars, and anything else that was ultimately unhelpful. We had been stranded on the forest floor, us against nature, as if something had swooped in from above and whisked Jackson’s friends under the pitch-black cover of the night.
I frantically took in our surroundings, peering into the bushes and pushing through thorny shrubbery. There were no tracks, no drag marks. Not even broken branches. I told Jackson we had to get out of there, and fast. I knew we needed to find the closest trailhead and book it down the mountain. Jackson ran so fast he nearly chipped a tooth on a steep hill. He was trying to keep up with me since I was faster by a long shot. All that sports stuff in high school paid off in the moment, so I almost felt bad leaving him in the dust. I called back over my shoulder to him every minute or so, making sure he was there.
He stuck with me for the most part. His t-shirt got torn by overhanging branches at one point, leaving a nasty scrape almost as red as the decimated fabric. I found myself struggling to remember if he was wearing that shirt to begin with, back when we started.
Then I decided I was losing it. It was like a fight against nature, Jackson and me against the blaring sun and sloping trail. Eventually, Jackson starts glaring menacingly at the passing scenery, cursing loudly and deliriously at everything surrounding us.
When we stumbled upon a trail marker, we barely had enough energy to celebrate. While we caught our breath, I tried to calm Jackson down. Something told me that cursing out Mother Nature wasn’t the best idea right now. Whatever was sicking the elements on us wouldn’t appreciate the nasty things he was saying about them. But he was terrified, and nothing I said could slap any reason into him. I had to lead us to safety, get us out of here.
Suddenly, I heard a sound in the distance. But unlike everything else we had heard so far, this one was man made. Jackson heard it too, and started yelling about a helicopter. He made a break off to the left, towards the sound, and I bolted after him. Somehow, he burst out into a tiny clearing.
Ripping off his red Bennington shirt, he started calling out and waving it in the air like a rescue flag. He jumped and shouted, but as the helicopter got closer, the unbelievable happened. The clearing started shrinking, tree branches reaching from either side to close the gap and obscure us from the view of the pilot. Jackson screamed in fury, cursing the forest like never before.
Then the chopper must have been lowering down towards the treelike because the wind picked up, blowing in circles around us like the blades were inches from our heads, faster and faster, more violent by the second.
The brush beneath our feet blew up in the air along with the topsoil and dead leaves, obscuring our vision. We could hear each other gasping for breath, trying to keep the debris out of our eyes and coughing. I flung my arms out into the space around me, calling for my best friend and reaching out for his hands. But then I felt something shift. The decaying leaves around me smelled stronger. The wind became more vicious. The earth trembled beneath my feet, and I thought I felt something looming above me, breathing down my neck but also looking straight into my unseeing eyes.
Then it clicked. Jackson's red shirt, the gravel pit, Paula's erratic behavior, the other missing hikers...something was picking these people off, luring them deeper into the woods where they were sure to never be seen again. Did the color red cause whatever it was to literally see red, like a sick, twisted joke? Like a giant bull in front of a matador? What kind of creature could it be? Such a stealthy hunter, a commanding presence that made man tremble at the sensation of its mere aura...I couldn't even think about it without snapping my mind.
Before the flurry of leaves and moist earth settled back onto the ground, I knew Jackson was gone. I knew the chopper hadn’t seen us and that I was on my own now. I tried not to panic as I felt like every hidden eye in the forest was staring me down, sizing me up. I took off blindly, but where to, I didn’t know. After what seemed like hours of desperately sprinting, I saw a pile of rocks in the distance. Shelter, I thought, and decided to rest there for a minute to get my wits back about me.
Then I had an idea. With what little juice I had in my phone and whatever cell service luck would afford me, I knew I had to send out a warning. For some reason, I didn’t think about myself. I didn’t think about dying, disappearing, or whatever had happened to my friends. If the nature around me would be the thing to end my life, so be it. I had decided to dedicate my life to nature long ago: to save it from my fellow man, to preserve its beauty, and to keep it out of the wrong hands, the people that wanted to use its power for evil and to bring about the harm of those around them. I know it sounds ridiculous to be thinking about when my life was at stake, but I knew it was what I needed to do.
From my makeshift hiding spot in the rocks, I began furiously typing my story with what little battery I had left on my phone. When my hands started cramping, I used the voice option. I didn’t care. I just had to get my story out there.
For an hour , I’d been trying to put it all down in words. I couldn't believe my luck, that my battery hadn’t run out yet.
I had almost gone to the end when I felt the same creeping silence begin to close in on me. It was as if the forest was falling silent around me, and that silence was racing in on all sides, but it was different from when I was in the gravel pit. There was more to the sensation this time, not just the sinking, breathless feeling and the loss of hearing.
Somewhere deep within the forest, but at the same time, only miles away, I heard an awful rumbling sound, something I’ve never heard before. Nothing like the helicopter, not even the giant animals I was convinced I had heard in the night. I can't even think of a word to describe it, but it filled me with a frantic kind of dread that I’ve never felt before. I feel it in the ground. My entire body wants to run as fast as I can, but it’s like I’m glued to the ground. I taste metal in my mouth like maybe I bit my cheek or the dirt from the wind or I bit on a rock, I spit and I can’t get it out. I’m going to open an app and copy and paste it so people can know while I still can type I’m shaking so hard they have to know.
And the smell I’m smelling it’s like fruit that’s gone ripe, but it keeps getting more ripe, a sickly sweetness that keeps building mixed with the smell of the richest earth imaginable.
This is happening now, I’m smelling this now and It’s it’s like I’m trapped under the shadow of some thing bigger something that’s taking the shadow away from the trees and I can’t see the shadow of the trees anymore and the ground around me is trembling. It’s like I can hear the trees calling out to whatever it is, that’s walking towards me or flying I can’t tell, everything is stretching and growing out towards me. No behind me above me something is coming. I’m I feel better right I feel better than I have in days or however long I’ve been out here I’m not thirsty anymore. I’m not hungry anymore. I feel fuller stronger smarter. My mind is overloading. I’m thinking of 1 million things like I don’t know if I can speak anymore it’s like, it’s like I’m fruit like I’m a ripening on the vine and this giant wings beating above me and the smell is too much I

So my endo finally agreed to start me on HC three weeks ago diagnosed as secondary AI after several low AM Cortisol tests and an normal ACTH Stim test. I'm on 10mg first thing in the morning and 5mg in the afternoon. I should also mention that I am hypopituitarism with hypothyroidism and hypogonadism, though both of those are both well controlled with interventions.
Prior to the HC my tiredness was really bad, as in fall asleep at work bad. And that's with Adderall for ADHD. The first week on HC was great, I finally started to feel good, but after being on the HC for two weeks, the exhaustion started to come back and then it kicked into high gear this past week with major brain fog and was sleeping 15+ hours a day (8 hours at night and then napping a ton at work).
My doctor didn't want to start me on HC, he was very wary of starting me on a lifelong regimen, but also didn't want to do any further testing. I practically had to beg him to try the HC out, so I'm afraid to go back to him with this because he'll just take me off entirely. And he may be right to do so, but I wanted to ask here before I go back to him. Is there something else that would explain why my exhaustion is actually worse on the HC? My low AM Cortisol results are consistently in the 4-5 range with a normal range being given as 6.2-19.4. So, it's not like they were obviously horrible to start, I was just told by my endo that the low end of the range for healthy 8AM Cortisol is actually 10. Maybe I shouldn't have pushed for the HC, I don't know. I was just so tired of being tired all the time and the low AM Cortisol seemed like such an obvious red flag.
Any help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!

After taking 2 private instructors from outside with manual and struggling to understand them, I want to change to a school environment as I feel like it is more organised and I feel like it will be less gaslighting compared to the private instructors.
I think the worse part for me is that despite telling both the instructors and the admin that I cannot speak chinese, they still spoke to me in chinese which I cannot fully understand. (And just for info, yes I told the admin I cannot speak chinese, but they still gave me one who omly spoke in chinese). I do not know what is an accelerator or clutch in chinese. So i keep pressing the wrong ones. Don't even get me started on the turning and button pressing in chinese. I blanked out. Like I just wanna learn the controls. I'm not ready for the cars yet. :,( but they keep insisting to driving on the road, esp on the first day and complaiin that I am "selfish" and "don't listen to them" when I am struggling to comprehend what they even are trying to say.
I gave up midway cus I legit cannot understand them. I keep getting nervous because I do not understand them. Like it becomes alien language for me.
Also I am starting to feel like it would be more prefers for me to choose auto as it is easier to learn. I keep hearing the instructor say to choose auto instead cus I am "useless" and "just dumb" in Chinese.
However, I am a private student under SSDC but I do not see any reddit post talking about ssdc changing from private to school candidate.
But yea, any recommendation on this? (Also I am sad rn, I feel like giving up ngl)

Short version: While on an evening stroll with my daughter in her stroller and my dog, Charlie (20 lb doodle mix) on leash at a neighborhood park an unleashed dog, Max (about 80-100lb English cream golden retriever) ran towards us and attacked my dog (teeth showing). My dog screamed in fear and wrapped around me and the Max went after him and pushed the stroller out a couple feet. My daughter was sleeping and woke up startled and crying. Maxs owner stayed at a distance watching and refused to leash the dog after the incident. When confronted, he turned verbally abusive. I walked away consoling my crying infant and not wanting to aggravate the situation. Looking for advise on how to deal with this situation and also if this repeats in the future. Both dogs are regulars at this park.
Long version: a bit back story… My dog Charlie is trained and listens to commands pretty well, he gets along with all people and dogs except for this one, Max. We let him off the leash at this park when no one is around but is always on leash when people/kids are around. There’s a walking path encompassing the park and kids play area where we usually walk. The park has clear signs around that the dogs need to always be on leash. Charlie and the aggressive dog Max have met before and for some reason they did not get along, Max has always been aggressive and scared Charlie. We usually walk away when Max comes to this park since Max has attacked Charlie on 3 different occasions, but this was before my daughter was born. So it was easier to just pick up 20lb Charlie to safety and diffuse the situation. On this particular day, we were walking our usual path when Max jumped us and attacked Charlie. Charlie was leased and went in between and around my legs to avoid Max. Max being super big (anywhere between 80-100lb) pushed the stroller with my child in it. Luckily the stroller being sturdy didn’t topple over but rather slipped out of my hand and landed a couple feet away from me onto the grass area.my daughter screamed, started crying and after seeing me scream max ran away. It terrified me, my daughter could have been seriously injured in this! Through all this, Max’s owner was at a distance just watching. No recall or if he did it was not effective. So after the whole incident, my husband went to talk to the owner to get him to leash the dog so this doesn’t happen again. The owner turned hostile and refused to do so. When my husband mentioned that these were the park rules and he could report him, he started verbally abusing us and asked us to f*** off and do whatever we wanted. I was consoling my crying daughter and just asked him to show basic courtesy, he just turned away. There were a bunch of kids on the play area and other moms around, just watching. I didn’t want to aggravate the situation and asked my husband (who took a video of the man and unleashed dog) to walk away and not do anything right then since my daughter was #1 priority then.
I am sure if and when we cross paths with Max again, this will repeat. Both dogs are regulars at this park but we’ve always kept our distance. I am sure the dog Max is a good dog because we’ve seen him do some tricks, but I blame the owner for not doing enough to train/control him and turning bitter after.
I am looking for any advise on how to deal with this situation as well as a scenario when this happens again. The man seems mean enough to hurt others, or maybe that’s just my protective instinct talking. I don’t want to hurt Max but this incident should never happen to me or anyone else walking in that park.

Field: architecture
So I got a "better paying" job where I went from $20/hr. to $28.85/hr. I used to receive $1440 checks after taxes every two weeks, which has now raised to $1709 after taxes every two weeks. Which was not the raise I expected. It's gotten so bad, that I took another job as a contractor at $33/hr. during moonlight hours, but I don't get paid every two weeks or months. I just got my latest check which was almost two months of work from my contractor job, and I received a total of $4520. But I paid that off to update my 8 year old desktop and help my dad with his bills. So it's more than gone.
Basically, I am a cancer survivor, with spine disease, autoimmune disease and I'm waiting to be ruled out for POTS. I'm seeing a doctor or a therapist for my pain almost every week, and it can be taxing both finally and emotionally. But I am making some progress.
My doctors want me to exercise more and lose weight, but that's impossible now. An issue is that I drive 90 minutes or worse to work 4 days a week with one WFH day and every Friday I feel the weight of my sleep debt. I just recently finished radiation therapy, and my doctor won't increase my medication, yet I've been noticeable more tired following treatment. So it's even harder now to work out. Even with the little time I have already.
Working from home could solve most of these problems. I would be able to not aggravate my spine disease by sitting or driving in traffic or spend more time at the gym since we have a lot of slow days. I did ask my employer if I could WFH during the week I underwent radiation therapy. But I think permanently becoming a WFH worker might be pushing my employer at their limits.
I have asked for accommodations before from previous companies that I've worked with, and they never go very well.
My condition is not something where I stop working and get treated in a matter of a year. What I am struggling with now is permanent. When my doctor discovered my cancer had spread into my lymph nodes, they had to remove my entire thyroid, and I have to take medication for the rest of my life, while still being monitored by a doctor every couple of months.
And even after my surgery, I had to start looking for a new job asap, because my family was too poor to help me out with my copays. That was 8 months ago.
TL;DR
I want to live a healthier lifestyle and afford capitalist-priced healthcare, but I am afraid I cannot have both because my job is too far from where I live and I am afraid asking for accommodations will make them want to get rid of me.

We have a 2 year old lab mix, although he looks like a full lab to me. We've had him for 9 months now. When we adopted him, he was already somewhat trained and well behaved/mannered. Within the last few weeks, he's started to seemingly randomly jump on my husband and me. He often jumps when he is excited but has improved with time. These new jumps are different. These jumps take place when he is outside in a fenced yard. Sometimes my husband or I will be doing work in the yard, often just walking from one part of the yard to another, and he will come barreling toward us and jump on us. This is not out of surprise of seeing us. By this point, we have already greeted him when we came outside or he came outside from inside with us. It's very difficult to tell if he is being playful or aggressive or something else. He's NOT acting overly excited with his butt shaking and tail wagging, but he also isn't growling or baring his teeth. I do tell him to get down or stop, and sometimes I have to raise my voice or push him off to walk away. I know there will be people who tell me to just ignore his behavior and he will stop. However, I cannot take that risk because I am pregnant and he is an 85lb dog. Today he jumped (not necessarily excitedly or aggressively) on my husband after my husband had given him pets and a gentle hug. It was quite sweet, and although I was far from them, I didn't see any signs of stress when my husband hugged him. Our dog didn't turn his head away. As far as I could tell his ears were relaxed, and he wasn't licking his lips. I feel like it is relevant to add that we NEVER play wrestle with him. I am just confused by this behavior. Has anyone else experienced this? Is this a subtle sign of aggression? What can we do to improve this behavior?
He was a shelter dog so even though he's been very gentle with our children I'm still nervous because I really have no idea of his history. The shelter didn't know anything. He was brought in as a stray. Part of the reason, this new behavior makes me so nervous as well is because a couple of people who we know have had dogs attack them recently, and they were dogs that they had been around before and had not shown signs of aggression around them (as far as they could tell). Any tips or comments are appreciated, but please be nice about it.

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I've been queuing in the vs multiplayer on CoH3 for the last few weeks after taking a pretty long break from CoH in general and it's like nearly every game unless we're completely sweeping the enemy my teammates are just the most toxic people I've ever played with. I'll get pushed off the VP 5 minutes in and someone leaves the game immediately or starts telling me to stop queuing multiplayer. I mean it's really comically bad and it's caused me to basically drop the game entirely in favor of other franchises because it's simply not fun anymore. It really sucks because I like the gameplay model and enjoyed prior games a lot. Are there communities out there to find people to queue with that aren't quite so incredibly toxic?

I don't shop at walmart often, but I ran into the walmart on barranca and an older woman was riding around on a razor scooter through the parking lot asking everyone she could for money. I then watched her beg to a man in his car, who handed her money and then she turned around and got into a black car, and then got back on her scooter and started asking people again for money. She was super pushy and was following everyone to their cars, and looked like she was trying to push her way into some peoples cars when they told her no. I know this parking lot isn't the greatest, but just posting this as a quick reminder to be cautious of your surroundings because I just saw another article about theft for people alone in shopping centers in Irvine. Stay safe!

I (37) was cheering on the sidelines for my son's U13 soccer and I'm always hyping them up and cheering them on every chance I get to keep their morale high, our team was leading 1-0 and almost in the closing minutes of the game I started noticing that the opponent team was quite sluggish and slowing down also noticing the opponent team doesn't have enough substitutes.
I started shouting and telling the team the opponent team was tired and cant run anymore multiple times until the end of the game.
After the match I was approached by one of the opponent's Mom telling me that I shouldn't have shouted words to encourage my team but at the expense of their team, felt a little weird because for me it should've have been encouragement for both teams to play on and keep running since it's quite a tight game with my team just leading by 1 and anything could happen in a few seconds.
I told her I was sorry if she felt bad about what I said but I didn't even tried to curse or talk trash against their team, I felt a little ashamed but at the same time didn't think I deserved any reprimanding, because I don't thins anyone so onion skinned would be offended in what I was saying.
honestly my intention was to push my son's team and didn't even care what the opponent team felt, I'm also keeping myself in check knowing this kids (mostly 12) might still be quite young enough to be discouraged and develop a very low self esteem.
I checked with the other parents from my team if they felt that there was something wrong with what I was saying, I was merely stating the facts I'm seeing in the game, most of the parents agree but only a married couple mentioned that it didn't sound nice, seeming they agree with what the opponent's mom, which I felt weird because I didn't think anyone would feel so bad about a load parent shouting "They Can't run anymore", "They're too tired".
trying to put myself in their shoe didn't even help because if I was in their position I would encourage my team to play until the final whistle sounds and still try to score as many goals if possible.
I asked my wife about it because she would normally say if I'm going out of line also keeping me in check and she said it really didn't bother her at all.
AITA for shouting "They can't run anymore", "They're too tired" against the opponents team?

I'm a software developer specializing in Salesforce. I learned fundamental software concepts before I ever heard of Salesforce, so learning Salesforce was simply learning a new tech stack. This has made it fairly easy to find work, and I've worked in consulting/implementation firms for the last 3 years. I have never worked in-house.
This may be why I have my bias, since companies seek out firms when they are unable to handle their complex needs. Long story short...
Salesforce always requires a technical person for designing and implementing customizations.
I cannot fathom a world where an admin who cannot read code is in charge of architecture. Do they know about platform events? How would they know that adding a validation rule wouldn't interfere with existing trigger logic, since they cannot read code?
To be clear, I am not saying all developers are automatically capable of architecture. I have worked alongside devs who fall apart when they aren't given step-by-step instructions. But I wouldn't put an admin in charge. I say this from experience - all clients I've worked with who have a mature org have a knowledgeable salesforce admin. This is the person who made everything work before they needed consultants...but when I am brought on to their org, I often have to untangle a mess of hacky solutions, because that's what Salesforce pushes. Combinations of formula fields and rollups and workflows... often times these solutions were a massive drain on system resources and data storage.
It's time we called salesforce for what it really is: an infrastructure as a service. Salesforce needs to focus on providing modern, scalable, well-documented dev tools (Aura components should have never existed... SFDX is now retired?! sigh), because enterprise orgs are essentially software + infrastructure that needs to be maintained and extended by developers. There's no escaping this. Try getting an admin to do zoom integrations. Try getting an admin to implement Shield. Or check out this person's confusion as to why an experience site would be created using LWC's.
To be honest, I used to aim this frustration at admins. I loathed that they made 6 figures for setting up emails configs and creating subpar, unscalable flows. I detested that there were thousand-dollar bootcamps that used trailhead as their learning platform (please do not pay for programs like Talent Stacker). Don't get me started on the craftsmanship of salesforce developers who come from admin backgrounds (they often don't understand software engineering principles, and think because something works, it is good).
But it's not their fault. It's Salesforce's fault. Salesforce continues pushing the idea that a large complicated business process is mostly complete in the existing platform, and all you need is someone who can take a few gamified modules over the weekend to finalize the requirements. Or that any admin can learn how to use triggers. It makes my job harder to do when clients think I'm there to burn through their money. Or when an admin turned "developer" doesn't understand why I keep rejecting their PR that contains formulas in SOQL filtering.
Thanks for listening. Let me know how I'm wrong.